Got paid today & smoking Rocks again, glad I got a fair bit of data to open as I'm getting through it.
I always find when I use heroin it kills my sex drive so much, when I have a pipe it's as if all my sexual energy comes out in a huge burst, I've just applied for "open minded male" film role as the cash seems good & imho I'm very open minded, I just draw the line a true GFP (Gay For Pay) I'm willing to nearly anything (apart from CBT, forced gay stuff, this seems really common much to my shock. A Dominated man will be "forced" to suck dick for the Dominants amusement or get fucked. I got no issue with something in my ass but actual cock & feeling balls smacking you is where I draw the line. Getting high on good crack then maybe being pegged would be ok & it's getting me cash too, I just really have ZERO desire to be around other hard dicks.
It must feel odd to DP a woman, with my ex who loved being fisted I learned how you can feel so much. I'd do anal with her & you can feel your dick when I'd fist her kitty. A good trick for you perverts is to do that & you can rub your own banjo string while inside her, that's honestly one of my favourite sexual positions by far. The skin & area between the bum & vagina is so thin, it was truly a great discovery & when I'd fist her I'd do a "come here" motion with my fingers which would explore the whole top part of her lady bits which from the squirt she liked it also, I'd never fisted anyone before her.
I really wanted to do anal but I only got in 3 fingers after much work & I loved cuming in her ass so much I didn't wanna loose my chance of daily bum love.
She did once in a BDSM session fuck me, she put a big black dildo in my ass much to my dismay, I learned Safe words don't work too well when your partner is way too high on MXE & is also horny. I got fucked for a short space of time & believe me it wasn't a small dildo to say the least, she did apologise after but it was too late. I'm NOT sure when "Aaarrrggghhh that hurts" was ever a sign you were having fun and wanted more in your ass, it wasn't fun.
Women just because a guy may like fingers or small plug that vibrates in his ass on his prostate that's NOT a sign he wants to be fucked in his ass with a hug dildo I promise you that much.