Nico.Keenan
Greenlighter
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- Dec 13, 2014
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So, first I want to say that my girlfriend and I are not normal, I'm autistic with social axiety and depression, and she has simlar difficulties, some more so and some less but the same basic problems, I can't be more specific scince her mother is a controlling psycopath who refuses to "waste" money on finding out what her difficulties are to any helpfull extent. A good axample is that all it took was one argument with her homeroom teacher for her to drop out of school. My girlfriend has literally no friends (she's scared of tall men, and hates preppy chicks, and lives in an area where that's pretty much what you have) exept online. Weve been together for 3 years, and dating for two and a half. And I'm a sex addict whoes into more or less every fetish known to man.
The last few months things have gotten a lot harder, we fight a lot (which always ends in her crying cause she has no emotional control whatsoever) and even tho we have a lot of sex... she doesn't enjoy it, and will sometimes start hurting or bleeding (I do mean or strangely enough) most forum posts she got when she asked about not enjoyng sex were comments about masterbation, but she's heavily against doing that. I guess a lot of her childhood friends were christiann and she is very impressionable, and the bleeding is propably just cause she's on depo. We are both very tiring people, my friend miles makes cracks about "emotional vampires" and scince the only meaningfull amount of time we spend with people is with each other (were both gamer shut ins so we only really go anywere to see each other) we wind up exausting each other. She definitly loves me (which I have never been sure of about anybody, including my own mother) and I love her more than life itself (literally iif we broke up I would propqbly kill myself not that I would say that to her) she has never really liked kissing (with anyone) exept for a short period early in our relationship, which only adds to my frustration. There are more things than I should realy go into in one post and as I'm autistic the sorting of this is gonna be horrible. Suffice it to say, there's a lot of different things going on and I'm wondering if anyone has any ideas how to spice up our physical relationship, or our relationship in general.
Again sry bout the overall disorganization of this post, my brain is fking weird
The last few months things have gotten a lot harder, we fight a lot (which always ends in her crying cause she has no emotional control whatsoever) and even tho we have a lot of sex... she doesn't enjoy it, and will sometimes start hurting or bleeding (I do mean or strangely enough) most forum posts she got when she asked about not enjoyng sex were comments about masterbation, but she's heavily against doing that. I guess a lot of her childhood friends were christiann and she is very impressionable, and the bleeding is propably just cause she's on depo. We are both very tiring people, my friend miles makes cracks about "emotional vampires" and scince the only meaningfull amount of time we spend with people is with each other (were both gamer shut ins so we only really go anywere to see each other) we wind up exausting each other. She definitly loves me (which I have never been sure of about anybody, including my own mother) and I love her more than life itself (literally iif we broke up I would propqbly kill myself not that I would say that to her) she has never really liked kissing (with anyone) exept for a short period early in our relationship, which only adds to my frustration. There are more things than I should realy go into in one post and as I'm autistic the sorting of this is gonna be horrible. Suffice it to say, there's a lot of different things going on and I'm wondering if anyone has any ideas how to spice up our physical relationship, or our relationship in general.
Again sry bout the overall disorganization of this post, my brain is fking weird
