silver saucer
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Dec 12, 2013
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I've messed around with getting off the dilaudid for a long time. Due to a chronic illness I've had access to over 200 4mg tabs a month. I couldn't handle it. And I was using them for mental pain often rather than physical pain.
I made the big decision to do something about this. I changed countries. I have new docs who will not just prescribe narcotics. I miss where I had been living but I got to the point of couch surfing and not working due to my addiction.
So here I am scared and going cold turkey with impending withdrawal. Im scared but determined to get my life on tract. I am a RN so when I get a job and work I will be able to support myself.
I hope I have made the right decision
I've been in my new life for 2 weeks and I am scared.
Scared of withdrawall and life. But I want to live and live well.
Help!
I made the big decision to do something about this. I changed countries. I have new docs who will not just prescribe narcotics. I miss where I had been living but I got to the point of couch surfing and not working due to my addiction.
So here I am scared and going cold turkey with impending withdrawal. Im scared but determined to get my life on tract. I am a RN so when I get a job and work I will be able to support myself.
I hope I have made the right decision
I've been in my new life for 2 weeks and I am scared.
Scared of withdrawall and life. But I want to live and live well.
Help!