sadc0kehead
Greenlighter
- Joined
- May 18, 2022
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so i have been clean off coke for about 3 months. i didn't get clean because i really wanted to i was put on lamotrigine and every time i would snort the shit i felt horrible.
anyway, i just moved to pittsburgh from chicago and i don't know anybody here and i cant get my hands on any. im realizing that coke is the only thing in the world that makes me like myself. that makes me feel like my life might be worth something. people used to want to talk to me and be friends but now im pretty much friendless and too scared to talk to anyone because there's not much left here.
it's also fucking killing me that i'm not skinny anymore.
anyway, i just moved to pittsburgh from chicago and i don't know anybody here and i cant get my hands on any. im realizing that coke is the only thing in the world that makes me like myself. that makes me feel like my life might be worth something. people used to want to talk to me and be friends but now im pretty much friendless and too scared to talk to anyone because there's not much left here.
it's also fucking killing me that i'm not skinny anymore.