Hi,
Apologies in advance for the long post here. I've been addicted to codeine for a few years now. In Ireland where I live you can get it over the counter and I have been abusing this for quite a while and it's escalated since covid. I had also taken some of the stronger ones that my Mam had been prescribed. I wasnt always taking huge doses every day but I was taking it quite regularly for a long time. To cut a long story short it I realised the dosage I had been taking had stopped working to address any physical symptoms or pain so I realised I would have to increase the dose. I made the decision to quit cold turkey and naively I underestimated how difficult this would be. I guess I figured cause it was an over the counter drug and not a street one then there wouldnt be major withdrawal. The physical symptoms were actually manageable but it's been 3 weeks since I've had codeine and my anxiety is through the roof and I feel so low. My moods are fluctuating and I have this impending sense of dread. I feel quite restless like my mind cant relax and this is making me upset when I'm around my young son as I feel I cant enjoy being around him and then that makes me feel worse. My question after all this verbal diahorrea is, is what I am experiencing here part of the withdrawal and will it go away? It's like an alien feeling like I'm perceiving the world in a nightmarish way and it's frightening me. Any advice would be appreciated. Thanks all.
Apologies in advance for the long post here. I've been addicted to codeine for a few years now. In Ireland where I live you can get it over the counter and I have been abusing this for quite a while and it's escalated since covid. I had also taken some of the stronger ones that my Mam had been prescribed. I wasnt always taking huge doses every day but I was taking it quite regularly for a long time. To cut a long story short it I realised the dosage I had been taking had stopped working to address any physical symptoms or pain so I realised I would have to increase the dose. I made the decision to quit cold turkey and naively I underestimated how difficult this would be. I guess I figured cause it was an over the counter drug and not a street one then there wouldnt be major withdrawal. The physical symptoms were actually manageable but it's been 3 weeks since I've had codeine and my anxiety is through the roof and I feel so low. My moods are fluctuating and I have this impending sense of dread. I feel quite restless like my mind cant relax and this is making me upset when I'm around my young son as I feel I cant enjoy being around him and then that makes me feel worse. My question after all this verbal diahorrea is, is what I am experiencing here part of the withdrawal and will it go away? It's like an alien feeling like I'm perceiving the world in a nightmarish way and it's frightening me. Any advice would be appreciated. Thanks all.