boomhs
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Dec 19, 2010
- Messages
- 221
Hello. This is actually more about my gf than me... Well both. I've taken cocaine a few times, and A LOT of times legal opiates (oxy, dillies, and recently and still kind of on and off Subutex aka Buprenorfine.). I suffer from major depression so yeah, no excuse but helps...
My gf has anorexia/bulemia, huge depression, over the years her body took a toll: unstable heartbeat and blood tension, tons of pills (the only ones that mess with what i meantioned is really the benzos).
When i was hooked up on Bupremorfine i helped her so much I kinda saved her life. Then my body started cracking (good for 2 days sleep for 1) so i had to cut it with help from my doc i went from 2mg to 0.5 then 0. She is dying from depression (it makes her want to lose weight more, take other shit). I want to, for a while at least help her (and me) with some illegal downer (I can get most). She was recently denied hospital IV of the best anti depressant because her heart showed to be too unstable, she was so sad. What can i do to make her feel better enought so that i pull her more up after (sounds stupid but it works, if she can break sadness with my help i'll break her depression and pull her up, it has worked just with me on subutex giving her all my love and good life (her life is sadness and loneliness, i cant help her atm, i'm actually now going to take an IV of strongest anti-depress and make some exames).
TLDR of a crazy situation - can a 50kg girl with unstable heart problems take low doses of legal downers and live? OR IS THERE some alternatives (benzos are not, she takes a load of them)
Please help her, sometimes drugs are good. She's a doctor... Anorexia takes all away.
My gf has anorexia/bulemia, huge depression, over the years her body took a toll: unstable heartbeat and blood tension, tons of pills (the only ones that mess with what i meantioned is really the benzos).
When i was hooked up on Bupremorfine i helped her so much I kinda saved her life. Then my body started cracking (good for 2 days sleep for 1) so i had to cut it with help from my doc i went from 2mg to 0.5 then 0. She is dying from depression (it makes her want to lose weight more, take other shit). I want to, for a while at least help her (and me) with some illegal downer (I can get most). She was recently denied hospital IV of the best anti depressant because her heart showed to be too unstable, she was so sad. What can i do to make her feel better enought so that i pull her more up after (sounds stupid but it works, if she can break sadness with my help i'll break her depression and pull her up, it has worked just with me on subutex giving her all my love and good life (her life is sadness and loneliness, i cant help her atm, i'm actually now going to take an IV of strongest anti-depress and make some exames).
TLDR of a crazy situation - can a 50kg girl with unstable heart problems take low doses of legal downers and live? OR IS THERE some alternatives (benzos are not, she takes a load of them)
Please help her, sometimes drugs are good. She's a doctor... Anorexia takes all away.