Hey, cool name. I have schizoaffective, but lately seem to be improving. Not sure if it's from the clozaril, or the illness is improving on it's own. since I was diagnosed (2009). I read it has a better prognosis than schizophrenia, worse than bp disorder. I tend to party for about 2 days a week, missing one or two doses of clozaril. I know better than to make H a habit. Maybe a few times a year. I have been using meth about twice a month, it does help negative symptoms, and my ADHD.
I still think the most destructive drug I do/have done is alcohol. Idk. I think a lot of drugs are unfairly demonized. I just don't know when the risk is worth it with schizoaffective. Lucy and molly actually have helped me with mi/ptsd. Weed sometimes helps. Benzedrex was dumb.
Anyhow, thanks.