truenamebrand
Bluelighter
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So I took about 5mg clonazepam over the course of the day; also close to 30g of Bali kratom; later took 4mg subutex. As I was laying on my couch reading various sites (including this one), I began to experience a daydream-type state, where I was tired but not dozing off.
I was imagining people, places and events that seemed mostly as if they'd occurred throughout the day -- actually confused as to whether I was remembering things from the day, or if I was entirely imagining these things. Strangely enough I get similar experiences when I get panic attacks, where the phenomenon almost feels disassociative and a sort of out of body experience. During panic attacks this phenomenon is terrifying for whatever reason, but this time it was enjoyable and in some way even enlightening.
Upon getting myself up and collecting myself, the images and memories which I had just experienced all but evaporated. I must say, of alllllllll my drug experiences over nearly 20 years, this was something unique and I'd love to replicate this. I don't think I've ever mixed this exact combination before but now I'm curious what would be the most probably contributing factor... And also, if anyone has had similar experiences from a combination identical or similar to this.
Other than that I guess there isn't much of a point behind this post. Just felt compelled to share this after it occurred. I'm laying down in bed now and perhaps I'll be lucky enough to initiate round 2. Lol.
I was imagining people, places and events that seemed mostly as if they'd occurred throughout the day -- actually confused as to whether I was remembering things from the day, or if I was entirely imagining these things. Strangely enough I get similar experiences when I get panic attacks, where the phenomenon almost feels disassociative and a sort of out of body experience. During panic attacks this phenomenon is terrifying for whatever reason, but this time it was enjoyable and in some way even enlightening.
Upon getting myself up and collecting myself, the images and memories which I had just experienced all but evaporated. I must say, of alllllllll my drug experiences over nearly 20 years, this was something unique and I'd love to replicate this. I don't think I've ever mixed this exact combination before but now I'm curious what would be the most probably contributing factor... And also, if anyone has had similar experiences from a combination identical or similar to this.
Other than that I guess there isn't much of a point behind this post. Just felt compelled to share this after it occurred. I'm laying down in bed now and perhaps I'll be lucky enough to initiate round 2. Lol.
