Bigmike_2010
Greenlighter
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- Dec 11, 2015
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I'm 2 weeks clean of heroin. This is something I've tried to accomplish many times before without success. It took me going to jail to do so. Been an opiate addict for 7 years while just the past year switiching to dope snorting. I have a couple questions I need help answered.
1. How long will this feeling of depression an impending doom loom over me? I have absolutely no energy OR motivation to do ANYTHING. Ive lost my job of 13 years, am in unbelievable debt (IRS,CHILD SUPPORT, etc)
2. I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART my wife with whom we have 3 small children. But since being home I've completely shut down. I can't talk to her about ANYTHING. It kills me cause I'm ALWAYS MAD, SAD, HOPELESS and I take it out on her. How can I get threw this without hurting her as much as I am.
I am an counseling once a week an am currently on Pre-Trial which tests me weekly. If I fail I go back to jail till my court date in 7 months.
Please any help.
1. How long will this feeling of depression an impending doom loom over me? I have absolutely no energy OR motivation to do ANYTHING. Ive lost my job of 13 years, am in unbelievable debt (IRS,CHILD SUPPORT, etc)
2. I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART my wife with whom we have 3 small children. But since being home I've completely shut down. I can't talk to her about ANYTHING. It kills me cause I'm ALWAYS MAD, SAD, HOPELESS and I take it out on her. How can I get threw this without hurting her as much as I am.
I am an counseling once a week an am currently on Pre-Trial which tests me weekly. If I fail I go back to jail till my court date in 7 months.
Please any help.