This is confusing :D - I have joined a circle of guys, and had my dick sucked whilst watching other guys fucking/sucking/wanking. I have never jerked myself off to a group of guys jerking off. I have however jerked myself off with another guy before but we did not form a circle.
Sounds as if that was more of a group orgy than circle jerk... Circles jerks are strictly jerking... Never been in one, but have been a 4some one time in my life, if that is also considered an orgy... I see them in porn videos now and again... There is also something out there called a bakaki, or something similar sounding, not sure exact name, but that was guys stripping down, and one, or two guys, not part of that group, either hired or volunteer, gettin on their knees, and sucking every guy part of the group, as all the other guys watch the one being sucked... Just thought I would throw that out there... None the less, those kinds of things are something I could only imagine doing while young, like high school, college, and early to mid 20's... I was a little more eager, curious, and lacked inhibitions back then, so I was down, even though I only participated in group activities, 4 or less... Always wondered what the other guys on bball team, and that group of friends did all the time while over at one of their homes... Then I heard that they actually did circle jerks, and watched porn, and drank beer... Of course in high school, I was too much of a goodie goodie, church going, and a bit too proper, to not involve myself in such activities, plus I didn't know at the time that was going down, and I had no time as I worked, as well as church, and being football cheerleader and on basketball team... I also didn't quite understand sexual, str8 or bi, or gay, situations or activities... When I turned 21, started going out, and then maturing in those kind of things, and when I heard of those things going on, if I could have been back at those moments in time, and had I went, would have joined in... But I was clueless, and now kind of regret that naitivity, and wish I wasn't so darn innocent... Yeah, look at me now... Definately not that kid anymore!! I heard they even had, and some dated the hot freshman girls, just to have them naked, in the middle of the circle... That concerns me a little, but of course they couldn't get the upperclassmen girls to do that... Thats all I have on the matter!! I do think it would be a 'little' embarrassing being not as well endowed, in a circle with guys bigger, just for the whole male ego thing. I doubt I would need to worry, well not so much as smaller guys would have had, standing next to one of my good friends, who I saw in locker room on many occasions, and I don't believe, well I knew that most of that group, was nowhere near his size... Myself included... The paranoia and nerves of that alone might have made me a bit uncomftorable, but guys will be guys!!! To be noted, none of the other guys are gay, or even bi curious, well possibly the one who always showed off to me, but even he is str8, or mostly... My idea is that it is just a guy, or youthful guy thing, and exploration of self, and is harmless, and pretty common... I can also say alot of other guys, in that group of friends, did not go to that friends house and/ or participate in such activities, so it all depends on the guys openness, comftorability, and, well horniness...
