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newchipper
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First and foremost, I know that this is a bad idea given that I was clean for some time before this started, but what's done is done and I would like some advice on how to successfully chip and avoid dependency.
Basically, I've been using heroin via IV again but want to keep my usage at a level where I don't have to worry about waking up sick in the morning. At first, I tried keeping it to one day on, three days off however I found that on the days off all I could do was think about getting high to the point where it was nearly unbearable. Surprise surprise, I know.
In the last 5 days though, I've been using every day. However, I've been able to keep it to only once per day; one shot every evening. So far, I haven't become dependent physically.
My question then is this: has anyone else had success at using heroin only once per day and avoiding becoming physically dependent? I'm hoping that by waiting 24 hours I'm allowing the short half life of the heroin to clear it out of my system by the time I take my next shot, thereby keeping me free from getting physically ill.
Any likewise experiences, or am I just slowly working my way toward a habit again even if I'm only using once a day?
Thanks guys.
Basically, I've been using heroin via IV again but want to keep my usage at a level where I don't have to worry about waking up sick in the morning. At first, I tried keeping it to one day on, three days off however I found that on the days off all I could do was think about getting high to the point where it was nearly unbearable. Surprise surprise, I know.
In the last 5 days though, I've been using every day. However, I've been able to keep it to only once per day; one shot every evening. So far, I haven't become dependent physically.
My question then is this: has anyone else had success at using heroin only once per day and avoiding becoming physically dependent? I'm hoping that by waiting 24 hours I'm allowing the short half life of the heroin to clear it out of my system by the time I take my next shot, thereby keeping me free from getting physically ill.
Any likewise experiences, or am I just slowly working my way toward a habit again even if I'm only using once a day?
Thanks guys.