Hello, I’ve read the forums extensively, and want to discuss some specific issue with oxy that I haven’t seen in detail.
I’ve been using 4-8x per month (average of 1 or 2 days per week) Oxy for the past year roughly. I get hangovers from a good high, but have magaged to avoid physical dependence in any meaningful way due to my usage, though my breaks have gotten shorter.
My tolerance has increased, as would be expected. I started with 20mg and now need closer to 60mg. I generally dose once orally (occasionally rectally) in the evening, though I have taken smaller amounts over the next few hours when I’ve underdosed.
The two things happening that I’m wondering if anyone has any experience with are:
1.) The day after hangover consists of excessive urination almost every time. This can last a couple days post use. Does Oxy itself have any negative effects on the kidneys? Or liver for that matter (unrelated but curious as well). Is this a common side effect of abuse or withdrawal?
2.) I seem unable to to achieve euphoria anymore and only have the negative effects. Last night after a week since my previous dose, I took 50mg orally. I was itchy, drowsy, slightly nauseous and could not sleep all night. These are typical side effects for me. However, there was no warmth, no pleasant nod, no happiness or even contentment. I felt anxious, uncomfortable and generally worse than before taking it. I regret it immensely because I had no high and now feel like shit with the hangover. I will probably take this as a godsent sign to give it up and not travel the path further into addiction and dependency. But still curious to know if others have experienced this. Is my tolerance just increasing still and I need a higher dose? Or is the magic just gone?
Thanks all!
I’ve been using 4-8x per month (average of 1 or 2 days per week) Oxy for the past year roughly. I get hangovers from a good high, but have magaged to avoid physical dependence in any meaningful way due to my usage, though my breaks have gotten shorter.
My tolerance has increased, as would be expected. I started with 20mg and now need closer to 60mg. I generally dose once orally (occasionally rectally) in the evening, though I have taken smaller amounts over the next few hours when I’ve underdosed.
The two things happening that I’m wondering if anyone has any experience with are:
1.) The day after hangover consists of excessive urination almost every time. This can last a couple days post use. Does Oxy itself have any negative effects on the kidneys? Or liver for that matter (unrelated but curious as well). Is this a common side effect of abuse or withdrawal?
2.) I seem unable to to achieve euphoria anymore and only have the negative effects. Last night after a week since my previous dose, I took 50mg orally. I was itchy, drowsy, slightly nauseous and could not sleep all night. These are typical side effects for me. However, there was no warmth, no pleasant nod, no happiness or even contentment. I felt anxious, uncomfortable and generally worse than before taking it. I regret it immensely because I had no high and now feel like shit with the hangover. I will probably take this as a godsent sign to give it up and not travel the path further into addiction and dependency. But still curious to know if others have experienced this. Is my tolerance just increasing still and I need a higher dose? Or is the magic just gone?
Thanks all!
