Can't tolerate adderall anymore unless on benzo or antidep.

[adhdanon]

Lexapro worked for little and spiked my libido all I did was bang my gf then it died out and I realized I was being used for law school scholarship money hated it but fought to gradation she Left me when I failed first time and l had a nervous breakdown started with klonopin and didn't leave bed for two years even though diagnosed ADHD . I saw psych she put me on Zoloft and wellbutrin but got my new job on xanax and adderall xr added her meds got fired lost it. She is now trying effexor xr which may be better but don't want these antidepressnts but sides and anxiety social and PTSD anxiety leaving me shaking. Tried vyvanse it just made me angry. Dexedrine spansule only thing that felt OK never tried the dex tabs. Any help withdrawing from the other crap to see if that's all I need? Please help psych and doc sucks