LucidSDreamr
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I am not dependent (or minimally dependent if at all).
I always got minimal amd shitty euphoria from Valium. Nothing like etiz. Temazepam, or even Xanax which I enjoyed the high alot.
Despite that....I could feel good off 20 to 30 mg Valium.
In recent days I've gone up to 60 mg and Iiterally feel no high, and minimal anxiolytic effect. No loss of inhibition like I get with etiz. I'm also adding methadone (20nto 30 mg)
Maybe my tolerance has gone up and I'm finally dependent on this drug (oh shit if that's the case).
Anywho...this sucks. I have a stockpile of Valium and it seems like nothing better than melatonin to.make me sleep at this point.
....now add alcohol and that's what I'm looking for. Even 20 mg of Valium with 2 beers and I'm on cloud 9. But I can't really drink alcohol due to some organ damage from.drugs...so i can't keep doing that.
Anyone else find Valium to be the least euphoric or recreational benzo, doses normalized across benzos?
I always got minimal amd shitty euphoria from Valium. Nothing like etiz. Temazepam, or even Xanax which I enjoyed the high alot.
Despite that....I could feel good off 20 to 30 mg Valium.
In recent days I've gone up to 60 mg and Iiterally feel no high, and minimal anxiolytic effect. No loss of inhibition like I get with etiz. I'm also adding methadone (20nto 30 mg)
Maybe my tolerance has gone up and I'm finally dependent on this drug (oh shit if that's the case).
Anywho...this sucks. I have a stockpile of Valium and it seems like nothing better than melatonin to.make me sleep at this point.
....now add alcohol and that's what I'm looking for. Even 20 mg of Valium with 2 beers and I'm on cloud 9. But I can't really drink alcohol due to some organ damage from.drugs...so i can't keep doing that.
Anyone else find Valium to be the least euphoric or recreational benzo, doses normalized across benzos?