I am currently coming down from a very bad experience with pure MDMA.
Let me say I used to take it a lot back in 2010-2014 with a little in 2016 and 2017 then I mostly stayed away, until I had it again in 2021 with no problem.
Last august we got some pure (tested and verified) and at about 100 mg kept getting these waves of intense panic and horrible uncomfortableness between waves of decent euphoria.
That was last August. My husband and got more pure from a friend who has a chemist make it for him. It’s tested pure MDMA, he and his friends had amazing rolls last week on it.
So my husband and I took 80 mg last night and as soon as it kicked in my night turned to literal hell.
Those waves of intense panic were 100 times worse than last year. I I took it at 1 am and by 6 I finally got courage to take a Xanax to make it stop. My body was buzzing, couldn’t see straight, I felt exhausted and wound at the same time. But I felt if I closed my eyes I’d slip into unconsciousness and never wake up which sent my fear into a rage and would make jump up and pace. Paranoia was there too. Meanwhile my husband was perfectly fine.
Even today those rushes are still coming where I feel like I’m gonna die and I have to get ice a s breathe through it. Needless to say I’ll never do it or any drug ever again. I’m done.
I’m just curious what happened to me!
Let me say I used to take it a lot back in 2010-2014 with a little in 2016 and 2017 then I mostly stayed away, until I had it again in 2021 with no problem.
Last august we got some pure (tested and verified) and at about 100 mg kept getting these waves of intense panic and horrible uncomfortableness between waves of decent euphoria.
That was last August. My husband and got more pure from a friend who has a chemist make it for him. It’s tested pure MDMA, he and his friends had amazing rolls last week on it.
So my husband and I took 80 mg last night and as soon as it kicked in my night turned to literal hell.
Those waves of intense panic were 100 times worse than last year. I I took it at 1 am and by 6 I finally got courage to take a Xanax to make it stop. My body was buzzing, couldn’t see straight, I felt exhausted and wound at the same time. But I felt if I closed my eyes I’d slip into unconsciousness and never wake up which sent my fear into a rage and would make jump up and pace. Paranoia was there too. Meanwhile my husband was perfectly fine.
Even today those rushes are still coming where I feel like I’m gonna die and I have to get ice a s breathe through it. Needless to say I’ll never do it or any drug ever again. I’m done.
I’m just curious what happened to me!