So i just popped a couple of vyvanses earlier. I feel better now that its worn off.
But whenever I take stimulants now I get really edgy and agitated and bad mood. Like my mind constantly starts to worry.
Also I feel my body differently. Like Sometimes I feel like my back or chest is tensed, but I then realized its just my shirt, like I misattribute things. I feel the shirt and the clothes on my body a lot stronger. Its like I keep focusing on my body and tweaking it accordingly to basically normalize myself. I get anxious and a little paranoid if thats what it is. When it wears off I feel more relaxed and my hands and face start to get warm(my hands and feet get cold while on them) and my blood vessels dilate.
Sometimes I have trouble letting go of control of my body. Like my body appears tense at times and I just cant relax on stimulants.
Is this a type of a psychosis? I have a history of stimulant induced psychosis or panic attacks(not sure which) with meth and bath salts but will never do those again.
What is the way to end it and just say fuck it and relax. Or is it impossible to relax on stimulants? I find walking around helps me get my mind off of it and calms me down.
Is it possible to use stimulants to get rid of anxiety? Like if I learn how to control my anxiety on them, will it help me IRL.
But whenever I take stimulants now I get really edgy and agitated and bad mood. Like my mind constantly starts to worry.
Also I feel my body differently. Like Sometimes I feel like my back or chest is tensed, but I then realized its just my shirt, like I misattribute things. I feel the shirt and the clothes on my body a lot stronger. Its like I keep focusing on my body and tweaking it accordingly to basically normalize myself. I get anxious and a little paranoid if thats what it is. When it wears off I feel more relaxed and my hands and face start to get warm(my hands and feet get cold while on them) and my blood vessels dilate.
Sometimes I have trouble letting go of control of my body. Like my body appears tense at times and I just cant relax on stimulants.
Is this a type of a psychosis? I have a history of stimulant induced psychosis or panic attacks(not sure which) with meth and bath salts but will never do those again.
What is the way to end it and just say fuck it and relax. Or is it impossible to relax on stimulants? I find walking around helps me get my mind off of it and calms me down.
Is it possible to use stimulants to get rid of anxiety? Like if I learn how to control my anxiety on them, will it help me IRL.