What do you experience when you take 30mg IR?
And how long does it take after taking it until you feel something?
I read that amphetamines take around 1,5 hours to peak.
I just feel increased heart rate and tingling everywhere but that's not the point, for me, 30mg IR gets me to "
Marker 1", which is a psychic plateau from which I can view the idea of a hot woman hurting a man for her pleasure as an arousing event. I just browse for that type of fetish on porn resources. I know I hit the first marker when the videos suddenly increase in both quality and content, and I feel the need to pause. That's the first marker.
Marker 2 is hit when I dose 30mg IR while still being stuck on marker 1. As long as the brain is well rested I can never hit marker 2, so I have to skip 2 or 3 nights. At marker 2, the brain cannot escape this plateau without sleep. This is when it gets interesting, in this phase, I can look at a 30min porn video for 12 hours in a row and always find new and interesting facets about it, constantly pausing. I keep understand it in different ways as I progress forward.
Marker 3 is hit when I skipped over 4 nights in a row and redose 30mg IR. At this point, I no longer require porn or any visual material to feel pleasure. I can experience pleasure so intense I cannot describe in words, without porn, nor any sexual thoughts. So at this point what I feel has nothing to do with women. It's like, sex and women was a path that got me there, but once I'm there, the path I took no longer matter, I am touching the source, and the source has no sex, no right and wrong, no color, no shape, it just is and feels amazing.
I did this thousands of times, so I learned to mark my way and recognize certain things so that I know where I am at all times. When I am in a marker 3 state of mind, things like getting out of bed or getting a bottle of water can seem like an unrealistic achievement, motor functions are impaired, I can drop objects I pick up because I cannot feel them properly in my hand or can't feel if they're hot or cold, so I'm completely dysfunctional, and very little shit do I give
So you see, the amphetamine peak or high is irrelevant, what matters is what path you take and when. The total insomnia is an important component too, without it I achieve fuckall, like, it just doesn't work. If I were to just sit in bed the first time I take 30mg IR I would be like, wtf am I doing here...and the whole trip would come to an end. The steps have to be followed in a chronological order or I never get there. If I were to try to get to what I call "the source" without following those steps and just redose 30mg, I would go to the ER and wouldn't even come close to it. It's really a methodology that you devellop by following the rush when the rush happens, not follow it by redosing, follow it mentally. I wouldn't expect anybody to understand this but I put it out here since you asked.
I find people freak out too much due to amphetamines side effect, to the nearest thing they go to the ER. Like, in marker 3, I'm numb to the point where I touch things with my hands and I can't feel shit, and I was in a state like that thousands of times, without any issues. I was like that 2,000x, 3000x or 4,000x, I don't know, I stopped counting, and now I'm perfectly functional. Maybe I'm the guy who didn't die, I don't know, but I think I have a solid method that works for me and with the help of people on this site, I perfected it and made it invulnerable.