Mission succesful after setbacks.
1730 Swallowed 6g seeds whole. Didnt work.
1845 Began to brew 6g seeds with lemon juice and sugar.
1905 Drank the tea with some difficulty. It tasted foul. Felt calmer but decided it hadnt really worked.
1930 After boiling the seeds they burst open and we were able to mash them in a sieve. I then swallowed the 6g of seeds. Within 20 minutes I was feeling strong body heaviness and sensations.
2000 I dissolved 400mg DMT freebase powder in 300ml of pepsi and drank it. I began to have strong bodily sensations as if I was in a plane or spaceship taking off. After 6 mins I was projectile vomiting. My gf said that I may have lost all the DMT I had just put it in so I then dissolved another 200mg of DMT freebase in pepsi and drank this. I did not vomit much anymore but a degree of nausea remained. I began to have anxious thoughts and thoughts of low self worth but they werent a massive problem (around 2045). The visuals were minimal throughout the trip. I was babbling a lot and speaking nonsense. I had a sense of things I needed to do and people I needed to apologise to.
2100-2300 During this period there may have been something I experienced that I blacked out or it may just have been me babbling and having confused thoughts.
2300 After 3 hours the babbling had subsided and I was left with a real body high and a very wired feeling that persisted for 4 hours. I finally managed to sleep with 10mg of valium.
It wasn't great and wasn't awful. It was similar to a mushrooms trip. I am glad I did it but I'm not sure I learnt an awful lot from it other than that my main focus with DMT should be injection both IV and IM, and a bit of smoking. Alternatively, I may have dosed too strongly and blacked out during the main period of the trip - therefore I need to do Pharmauasca again with a lower dose and in a more appopriate setting.