I know this is super dumb to ask, and i shouldn't even consider it, but i'm very impulsive with my drug habits and don't have much concern for my life in most cases. For the majority of my life i've tried to avoid stimulants and only do downers like opiates etc. I've been on a one month heroin binge lately which i enjoy greatly, however, my buddy lately got a free sample of crack, and he smoked it off foilies (not even sure if its effective that way) and it really intrested me.
The only problem is i MAY have epilepsy the short story is, i did fake coke 3 or 2 years ago, was bath salts or some RC, was hospitalized 3 weeks or so psychosis and all tons of seizures, eventually they said i have perm-epilepsy, take meds ever since i also did phenibut the fake coke night which i feel factored into the seizure.. Then after abusing tramadol which i always fucking do, and it wasnt even over 400mg , cause its in the house on deck all the time, i had a pretty back grand-mal seizure, hospitalized, same shit happened again maybe 2 or 3 months after. I may have had another after that im not sure. i've only had 3 or 4 seizures however i had extensive testing and they said i have both types of seizures, stress induced and the other so im not sure if its legit or just like my fucking drug habits. I steady take the meds though.
I avoid stims as i said, just do opiates alot and other downers. however within the past month i took molly twice the first time ever, i took .25 cause was given free which is alot to take i think, and for a short period i felt like i may seize which worried me (head rush) , i layed down and was fine. i also split about 100 of coke with 3 friends insufflated first time, less than a week ago was completely fine but had H prior that day a few hours ago maybe.
I know this is a harm reduction forum, honestly i just want your straight up in your opinion would i be okay, smoking a tiny bit of crack, i want to try it. Honestly, i believe theres a 70% chance i was misdiagnosed with epilepsy it was just my drug habits which sucks nuts been taking meds for 2-3years so much side effects. Thanks for the feed back, i understand if i get flamed.
The only problem is i MAY have epilepsy the short story is, i did fake coke 3 or 2 years ago, was bath salts or some RC, was hospitalized 3 weeks or so psychosis and all tons of seizures, eventually they said i have perm-epilepsy, take meds ever since i also did phenibut the fake coke night which i feel factored into the seizure.. Then after abusing tramadol which i always fucking do, and it wasnt even over 400mg , cause its in the house on deck all the time, i had a pretty back grand-mal seizure, hospitalized, same shit happened again maybe 2 or 3 months after. I may have had another after that im not sure. i've only had 3 or 4 seizures however i had extensive testing and they said i have both types of seizures, stress induced and the other so im not sure if its legit or just like my fucking drug habits. I steady take the meds though.
I avoid stims as i said, just do opiates alot and other downers. however within the past month i took molly twice the first time ever, i took .25 cause was given free which is alot to take i think, and for a short period i felt like i may seize which worried me (head rush) , i layed down and was fine. i also split about 100 of coke with 3 friends insufflated first time, less than a week ago was completely fine but had H prior that day a few hours ago maybe.
I know this is a harm reduction forum, honestly i just want your straight up in your opinion would i be okay, smoking a tiny bit of crack, i want to try it. Honestly, i believe theres a 70% chance i was misdiagnosed with epilepsy it was just my drug habits which sucks nuts been taking meds for 2-3years so much side effects. Thanks for the feed back, i understand if i get flamed.