Hello fellow bluelighters.
I used to take mdma and cocaine moderately.I never mixed the 2 together it was always 1 or the other.I went a bit mad on the coke and was taking it most weekends for about 6 months with very little after affects.I would only have a few lines on a saturday night but i have drank a lot since i was 16 and was always drinking when i would take coke or mdma.I am now 28 years old and about 4 years ago i started having panic attacks and suffering from anxiety.1 or 2 lines of coke would give me horrible anxiety the following day.I cut out all drugs bar alcohol and began looking after myself a lot better.I still spend the day after a heavy drinking session on the verge of a panic attack and very anxious but i have my own ways of dealing with it and have little to no anxiety when im not drinking.The anxiety is always much worse if i drink spirits so i just drink a few beers on a night out anymore and i dont feel to bad the next day.However old habits die hard.Has anyone on here being in my position and chanced some Mdma again??? I have no interest in taking coke ever again. Im looking specifically for people that suffer from panic attacks or anxiety that have taken mdma. Was the experience enjoyable? Did it take longer to recover? Just to add i will be testing anything i get i will be taking a very small amount and i will not be mixing with alcohol and i will have xanax for the comedown if i go ahead and take some.All replies will be much appreciated
I used to take mdma and cocaine moderately.I never mixed the 2 together it was always 1 or the other.I went a bit mad on the coke and was taking it most weekends for about 6 months with very little after affects.I would only have a few lines on a saturday night but i have drank a lot since i was 16 and was always drinking when i would take coke or mdma.I am now 28 years old and about 4 years ago i started having panic attacks and suffering from anxiety.1 or 2 lines of coke would give me horrible anxiety the following day.I cut out all drugs bar alcohol and began looking after myself a lot better.I still spend the day after a heavy drinking session on the verge of a panic attack and very anxious but i have my own ways of dealing with it and have little to no anxiety when im not drinking.The anxiety is always much worse if i drink spirits so i just drink a few beers on a night out anymore and i dont feel to bad the next day.However old habits die hard.Has anyone on here being in my position and chanced some Mdma again??? I have no interest in taking coke ever again. Im looking specifically for people that suffer from panic attacks or anxiety that have taken mdma. Was the experience enjoyable? Did it take longer to recover? Just to add i will be testing anything i get i will be taking a very small amount and i will not be mixing with alcohol and i will have xanax for the comedown if i go ahead and take some.All replies will be much appreciated