Cohesion
Bluelighter
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- Apr 21, 2010
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I have been able to quit drugs and alcohol and nicotine, and kill the desire for all. I was a heavy user of everythingish for 10 years.
This caffeine is like the center of my universe, though. It is the zenith of my day. Even at 11PM I have to seriously fight the urge every 5 minutes to get up and brew a french press. From today I'm switching to black tea. I won't change anything else until March. That's in 17 days. I guess after that to Green tea. Maybe I don't have to quit Green tea.
Coffee is causing me terrible headaches - even after I drink it in the morning - and those nag nag naggy cravings. I want to quit but it's going to be a long road, and I don't know if I am ready. But the pain. This was my first addiction. My first love. Oh dear.
This caffeine is like the center of my universe, though. It is the zenith of my day. Even at 11PM I have to seriously fight the urge every 5 minutes to get up and brew a french press. From today I'm switching to black tea. I won't change anything else until March. That's in 17 days. I guess after that to Green tea. Maybe I don't have to quit Green tea.
Coffee is causing me terrible headaches - even after I drink it in the morning - and those nag nag naggy cravings. I want to quit but it's going to be a long road, and I don't know if I am ready. But the pain. This was my first addiction. My first love. Oh dear.