Yeah, idiosyncratic reactions sure aren't unheard of. It's important to be safe, but everything carries some risk. I think the thing for the OP to remember is that I'm just being honest with my view based on
my experience. I don't feel like there is a high level of risk, and I'm not going to lie and say that I think there's a high level of risk. Harm reduction is good and all, but so is honesty.
Another thing to note, when I took it bupropion didn't feel particularly edgy for me. If I already had that 'electric head' feeling of a low seizure threshold I wouldn't have done MDMA. Be aware of the info your body gives you.
That's besides the fact that if you need an antidepressant, you really shouldn't be taking a potent serotonin releaser in the first place.
Yes, that is also a good point. So often though it's not a total
need. I felt fine with skipping a day or two and doing MDMA, but that's not fine for everyone. Since then I've also come to the conclusion I don't need a daily anti-depressant. Bupropion is good when a depressive phase comes in, especially because unlike SSRIs it starts working on the first dose and there's no or little w/d. Again, YMMV.
On another level I think sporadic, therapeutic MDMA use is far more effective than daily anti-depressants. Again, YMMV. I have a hard time not being honest.