Bro half a g of meth is literally insane when u been clean off it 45 days, and most users rarely approach tbat much in one single shot. Meth can last for days in ykjr system with dksages like that, and its draining u of precious dopamine. Just keep cool to remember that this is an kverdose and a mistake, and a lesson to you that u watch it as skme normal person would, since we take for granted when high what were acting is enjoyable to thr high. Sounds like you might have seen just a littlr more behind thr scenes showing what transformations tbese drugs bring a out in us while were on them. Most tweakers have a lot of problems they can both hide and display, but each one is a symptom of denial out of pursuit of being high. Yours I wojks say would prove you to a preferance for being normal.