Ready2spread
Greenlighter
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- Aug 1, 2016
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I'm new here, but have been desperately searching for the proper outlet to express the escalading and uncontrollable sexual urges that are about to erupt within me.
I have been married for 15 years and have 4 kids. For whatever reason, I have never been shy about pushing sexual boundaries. Oral sex from me included fingers and tongue up your ass as well as your pussy. If I was licking your ass, then you are going to let me fuck your ass too. When I cum, its always going inside you. If it's in your mouth, you better swallow. I wanted you to go further with me than anyone else. I was arrogant and unconcerned with your limits and would only fuck you harder and deeper if you seemed to be struggling taking my cock. Especially if I was in your ass. As you beg it is too much, I smile and ram it in without mercy. So how does this type of man evolve sexually?....
Stable relationship
Marriage
Kids
While there may be a few episodes of ripping off the wife's clothes and beating up her pussy and ass, there are overwhelmingly the evenings of slow, muffled sex carefully not exceeding the volume of possibly being heard by the kids. This sexual slow down physically didn't match my primal urges within. Of course, I need to find that sexual rush. My immediate fallback was the wonderful world of porn. It allowed me to envision new escapades to give me that extra excitement as I jacked off. It wasn't long before my memory of past conquests and my renewed imagination collided. I could get aroused by the same things I had experienced on so many occasions in the past. I realized that I had become engulfed in my own boundaries. My random porn searches were becoming increasingly stale.
One night, I was stumbling through some anal porn and came across a sexy black girl taking a huge dick up her ass. As he was pounding her ass, it was obvious that she was over her size limit. It reminded me of past rendezvous and what turned me on so much was her willingness to soldier up and take whatever she was given. The guy absolutely laid into her with the rest of his dick and destroyed her ass, but she never backed down. I loved it. Then it popped in my head....
A night or two before, I accidently clicked on a porno where the girl strapped on a dildo and fucked her man's ass. This new movie and the flashback moment collided to form a mental question. Could I soldier up like that chic? Suddenly, I was exploring the realm of strap on girls fucking guys in their ass. The accompanied thought that if I fuck her ass shouldn't I be willing to give up mine too. It wasn't long before I allowed lube I was using jacki off ran down to my ass and there was a finger slipping in. That is the humble beginnings of an explosive urge within me. I have yet to get someone to fuck me, but it's coming. I will gladly be her ass whore. I fantasize about being left with a loose, gaping, worn out asshole that swallow the biggest dildos. Girl after girl and then a machine. Any suggestions or thoughts on my impending endeavor?
I have been married for 15 years and have 4 kids. For whatever reason, I have never been shy about pushing sexual boundaries. Oral sex from me included fingers and tongue up your ass as well as your pussy. If I was licking your ass, then you are going to let me fuck your ass too. When I cum, its always going inside you. If it's in your mouth, you better swallow. I wanted you to go further with me than anyone else. I was arrogant and unconcerned with your limits and would only fuck you harder and deeper if you seemed to be struggling taking my cock. Especially if I was in your ass. As you beg it is too much, I smile and ram it in without mercy. So how does this type of man evolve sexually?....
Stable relationship
Marriage
Kids
While there may be a few episodes of ripping off the wife's clothes and beating up her pussy and ass, there are overwhelmingly the evenings of slow, muffled sex carefully not exceeding the volume of possibly being heard by the kids. This sexual slow down physically didn't match my primal urges within. Of course, I need to find that sexual rush. My immediate fallback was the wonderful world of porn. It allowed me to envision new escapades to give me that extra excitement as I jacked off. It wasn't long before my memory of past conquests and my renewed imagination collided. I could get aroused by the same things I had experienced on so many occasions in the past. I realized that I had become engulfed in my own boundaries. My random porn searches were becoming increasingly stale.
One night, I was stumbling through some anal porn and came across a sexy black girl taking a huge dick up her ass. As he was pounding her ass, it was obvious that she was over her size limit. It reminded me of past rendezvous and what turned me on so much was her willingness to soldier up and take whatever she was given. The guy absolutely laid into her with the rest of his dick and destroyed her ass, but she never backed down. I loved it. Then it popped in my head....
A night or two before, I accidently clicked on a porno where the girl strapped on a dildo and fucked her man's ass. This new movie and the flashback moment collided to form a mental question. Could I soldier up like that chic? Suddenly, I was exploring the realm of strap on girls fucking guys in their ass. The accompanied thought that if I fuck her ass shouldn't I be willing to give up mine too. It wasn't long before I allowed lube I was using jacki off ran down to my ass and there was a finger slipping in. That is the humble beginnings of an explosive urge within me. I have yet to get someone to fuck me, but it's coming. I will gladly be her ass whore. I fantasize about being left with a loose, gaping, worn out asshole that swallow the biggest dildos. Girl after girl and then a machine. Any suggestions or thoughts on my impending endeavor?
