*the.magic.dragon*
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Nov 15, 2017
- Messages
- 15
Hello everyone! I'm not sure how to do an introduction so I'll just jump straight in lol. My dragon doesn't have experience with everything. But she loves opiates....loves em. The warm fuzzy everything is alright feeling. You got something to do? Drink coffee (omg it's amazing) never graduated to the needle. I'd say she's afraid of them but that's probably a lie lol. Considering all the tattoos and piercings. Pills are her poison. Tolerance? Definitely. Not in the hundreds of mgs but enough to where life is absolutely shit when the script runs out. Cold then hot, the insomnia, but the worst for my dragon is the muscle aches....the feeling you could peel your skin right off. The dull ache in your back that never seems to go away (Tylenol? Yea. Right) irritability? Shed realized she was flippin tf out a time or two but didn't really connect it with withdrawal. Then it hit her one day like yea, I'm probably an addict. You wake tears POURING omg. Nose running, yawning. But for my dragon that's usually off and on throughout the day. God forbid she has something important to do....it gets done but she isn't happy about it. Squirming in your seat because the ache to just won't leave! The ironic but amazing return of the libido (I saw someone ask on an old thread was it the same for women, the answer is yes. Yes it is lol) you could literally sit and enjoy yourself all day. And you feel 1000x better until the easily reached orgasm subsides. About 3mins. The anticipation of prescription day is almost as rewarding as the high. You know you'll feel better in about a half hour, especially if you detox for a few days. I know this is probably common knowledge, it's more for my dragon being honest with herself. She doesnt have anyone in her life who would understand. Plus her family likes uppers (crack, pcp) and so probably wouldn't understand the love connection between an addict and her little orange bottle of sunshine