Mini Chef
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Feb 24, 2018
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Hi
I IV pethidine. I started using for pain.
I can go weeks without, and never really suffer withdraw. But when I do get, I get 10 at a time, I just go on a binge until they are all gone. Each shot is half an ampule, so in the space of a few hours, I do 20 shots. I say, these should last me a few days, but once I start, I don't stop until they are all gone, then I go a week without fine. I don't have the self control to only do one or two. I go so far as waking up with a needle in my arm, passed out, and I am like, how the hell have I done so much. Not sure where to go from here.
It feels like a waste to me.
I IV pethidine. I started using for pain.
I can go weeks without, and never really suffer withdraw. But when I do get, I get 10 at a time, I just go on a binge until they are all gone. Each shot is half an ampule, so in the space of a few hours, I do 20 shots. I say, these should last me a few days, but once I start, I don't stop until they are all gone, then I go a week without fine. I don't have the self control to only do one or two. I go so far as waking up with a needle in my arm, passed out, and I am like, how the hell have I done so much. Not sure where to go from here.
It feels like a waste to me.