Stimulants binge using and one time use long term effects

[Downeddreamer]

Hey Blue light,

I have another account which details I have unfortunately forggoten...

Well, usually I wander around the LSD threads and read about drugs I plan to experiment with. (Fortunately) this type of thread/post is unfamiliar to me. Sorry in advance if I break any blue light forum rules.

About a week ago I met a man who offered me free speed, or what he called "pick me up." I am located in central California and my town is notorious for it's high rates of amphetamine abuse and I believe this speed to be crystal and of higher quality.

I abused said unknown white substance for what I think was a few days I will try and go through all use now to jar my memory. Day one I snorted a bag of maybe 3 points with a muscle relaxer that was accidentally crushed into the powder. I did not sleep that night. Day two 2 smaller lines maybe 30mg but no idea. Feel great go home I believe I got rest from 2 xanax. Also took 10 mg Vicodin that day. Day 3 I have a line during the day, at night I stay up and took a few more lines at night with a Viagra and a couple beers. Day 4 I am hallucinating and seeing bugs and rashes on my skin that don't exist. That night and next day (5) I use and feel terrible like meth overdose. That day my parents gave me xanax and I slept that night and gave them the rest of my crystal. The last 2 days of that were intense paranoia, seeing things that did not exist. It was a psychotic break. I have had 3 nights of good sleep but I still feel off. Of course this is expected. I have only used meth one other time about a year and a half ago of sub par quality that caused me to have an allergic reaction. I did not take care of myself much those 4 or 5 days.

Every day I will smoke a bit (I usually only abuse weed and alcohol) and get a bit of paranoia from the crystal back. Today is day 3 and I am not.seeing things from the weed but it is not quite as comfortable as weed used to be and this is much smaller amounts than I am used to.

The first clean I still felt a bit wired and weird. The second day of was agitated and cried a little but also smoked a lot and it seemed to keep me chill even though I would see little shadows sometimes or feel my nerves a bit. Day three I cried a lot but seemed to feel a lot better than the first couple days afterwards I lack motivation and just feel off. I was wondering how long you guys think until I will be funtioning and ready to use LSD because i have obtained 5 quality tabs of gel blotter. LSD is my favorite drug to use but I do not want to induce a psychotic break and ruin one of my favorite experiences. I have dropped about 15 times. I read about meth only after I abused and realize I used completely foolishly and I am prepared to quit all drugs even weed to recover from this.

I take niacin 5-htp calcium vitamin d and some others. Like 8 different supplements and eat well and hydrate. I am doing everything I can to recover right now. I was wondering if anybody has been in a similar situation and would have a time estimate as to when most negative affects will become negligible to my mental health

 

[Downeddreamer]

May be self serving however I have found no threads that dealt with one time use rather recovery after many months of abuse.

 

[Jabberwocky]

Your body will adjust back to something like normal, it will just take some time. Continue to eat and sleep well (those two things are super important), and try to get some exercise or aerobic activity in. Perhaps take a little break from cannabis, or at least alcohol, as your body recovers. It would probably be worthwhile working with a mental health professional of some kind, as this kind of experience can be jarring and traumatic.

 

[Downeddreamer]

Thanks for the quick reply. I was thinking about visiting the mental health drop in center for young adults downtown and this has further encouraged me to do so.

 

[Jabberwocky]

Nice! That sounds like a great idea If you do let us know how it goes.