My best friend/ex boyfriend of 10 years just got arrested and from what I've heard he may be gone for 15 years or more. I feel terrible like my worlds just crumbled around me. I barely have any family left he was the closest I have even more then any actual family. I find myself thinking about Crack more and more not to mention his husband is a wreck and thinking of relapsing on heroin. I don't know how I'm gonna get through this