- Could someone please give me some names for some RCs or Benzodiazepine derivatives that work like benzodiazepines, but aren't chemically structurally similar? I can't fail a drug test for Benzodiazepines, is why I'm asking that.
- What are some RCs/Nootropics that work similarly to Gabapentinoids, Benzodiazepines, or on GABA in any way, that leads to anxiolytic effects? I know about Phenibut and F-Phenibut, but is there anything else? I would love some of the newly developed Gabapentinoids, such as Imagabalin, Atagabalin, 4-Methyl-Pregabalin, PD-217,01 (Currently being researched), Mirogabalin, or anything similar, but I just can not find them anywhere for purchase. I heard Tolibut is available, but I don't know where to look.
- Nonbenzodiazepines or derivatives would work, too.
What I'm hoping to gain by asking this is some kind of drug that will get rid of my anxiety, because my Nurse Practitioner won't RX Pregabalin anymore, ever since it went to Schedule V, and the whole clinic adopted a no-Benzodiazepine policy, so that is out the window for me. If I could just get this anxiety under control, I would be able to live my life so much easier and be more productive. I'm having to depend on Gabapentin for my anxiety, but tolerance goes up easily with it, and it doesn't make you feel good for very long. Anxiolytic effects seem to be more pronounced when you can feel the medication, rather than taking it like an SSRI.
Please, somebody, recommend me SOMETHING that can save me from this hell.. I'm tired of feeling like this, worrying about bullshit thoroughly,regardless of how insignificant, always being scared to go outside, paranoia, the terrible burning in my chest that feels like my blood is on fire... All of it. I'm about ready to just give up. I tend to get suicidal when the anxiety gets out of hand, rather than due to depression..
Sorry for such a long post. Any help will be deeply appreciated, and you could be saving me from this hell.