My mum who deals with doctors and other professionals, was left a voicemail by my GP, saying he is reducing my 30mg (yellow ones) to 25mg. Is this legal as I have been on these for over 5 years. Thing is I'm starting to drink again, like crates of 10x cans of lager, mixed with xanax, nitrazepam (bought off the internet). I mix and match got loads of tramadol, pregabalin, clonazepam, temazepam, phenibut, modafinil (only occasionally). Never tried lorazepam so got them this morning and took 8mg. 2mg tablets and fuck they are strong. My new CPN for new area has written a report saying I'm in danger of benzodiazepine overdose lol. I've asked my mum to lichelary beg the GP to keep me on the 30mg. Do I stand a chance? Feel wasted on that lorazepam. Got mental health problems and I'm getting the feeling that they are trying to slowly destroy my life.