xxsicknessxx
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I had a head injury four years ago. A truck hit me crossing the street. I got a square cut out of my skull and it was screwed back in
So here I am and I swear just recently in last few months I started dropping things out of my hands, my balance changed a little I trip once in awhile, my memory's that of some one who blazed all day. My problem is my doctor explains it as I had a head injury and to make the best of things. But my parents say the same, that I get pain meds so I should like me happy with that. The head scan I want is not covered. So like wtf do I do? I want to know if it's my head injury. My sister thought I was drunk at work because of the small things I said, memory, stumbling, dropping things.. Also I should add I have not worked for four years but I've worked in the this line of work for my entire life and also two years ago my heart stopped and I had to be shocked. Also all my blood counts red white are low, coppers low. And most my blood tests just returned to the low end of normal. So I've been telling myself ill get better but my doctor says no your not getting better anymore get used to it and my parents are so fucking stupid it hurts. It's like they want me to go be homeless and do meth again. Because they're making my life here terrible. I dunno I need good news. What can I do to make the insurance cover my brain scan I want. Wtf would you want to know if your brain damaged forever? Or if it's something just that'll fix its self when all my blood tests are normal. I think I deserved sympathy baced off how much misery I've been through. Yea it's got better.. But I feel unloved. I'm the middle child bolth my siblings so fent, meth, and H. My life's frustrating me. I think my next post will be on the dark side. I've just lost my way. I dunno what to do.
So here I am and I swear just recently in last few months I started dropping things out of my hands, my balance changed a little I trip once in awhile, my memory's that of some one who blazed all day. My problem is my doctor explains it as I had a head injury and to make the best of things. But my parents say the same, that I get pain meds so I should like me happy with that. The head scan I want is not covered. So like wtf do I do? I want to know if it's my head injury. My sister thought I was drunk at work because of the small things I said, memory, stumbling, dropping things.. Also I should add I have not worked for four years but I've worked in the this line of work for my entire life and also two years ago my heart stopped and I had to be shocked. Also all my blood counts red white are low, coppers low. And most my blood tests just returned to the low end of normal. So I've been telling myself ill get better but my doctor says no your not getting better anymore get used to it and my parents are so fucking stupid it hurts. It's like they want me to go be homeless and do meth again. Because they're making my life here terrible. I dunno I need good news. What can I do to make the insurance cover my brain scan I want. Wtf would you want to know if your brain damaged forever? Or if it's something just that'll fix its self when all my blood tests are normal. I think I deserved sympathy baced off how much misery I've been through. Yea it's got better.. But I feel unloved. I'm the middle child bolth my siblings so fent, meth, and H. My life's frustrating me. I think my next post will be on the dark side. I've just lost my way. I dunno what to do.