MollyCocktail
Greenlighter
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- Aug 24, 2016
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I got the pill I took lab tested before using it, so I know it was only MDMA with no adulterants.
I took only half of a pill. Apparently it was quite a weak one. But the effects were not what I expected. I've taken pills once before but had a much speedier feel, with a sense of "invincibility" and immense confidence.
This time though, I did not really feel any more confident, I didn't really feel that uninhibited either. In fact I feel more uninhibited on alcohol. Once I had already broken the ice with people I was able to talk easier than normal, but I didn't feel confident to start talking to strangers. I felt some similarity in that it was easier to feel rapport with people, but all of the "alpha" Superman feelings were absent.
Also instead of having a lot of energy, I was basically "stoned", and just wanted to sit down staring blankly. I didn't clench really, my eyes didn't really twitch.
After a few hours I started to become quite unwell. I felt as though my temperature was starting to get too high, although I was experiencing chills. I'd already drank quite a bit of water, so I didn't know whether to drink more to cool down, or to not drink and potentially overheat. I ended up just buying a big bottle of water and constantly pouring it all over my head. I left at this point and got a cab. I briefly thought I saw someone from the club in the passenger seat of the cab looking at me before realizing nobody was there, and felt dizzy when I got out. Eventually I was back to normal.
Is it likely that the pills I had in the past were not MDMA? Or perhaps just a higher dose of MDMA? I never overheated last time or suffered any bad effects, and experienced a sense of social invincibility. The come up was also stronger last time, more of a "rush"ing sensation, and on the comedown I saw the carpet pattern morphing. I had drank some alcohol the night I used last time.
I took only half of a pill. Apparently it was quite a weak one. But the effects were not what I expected. I've taken pills once before but had a much speedier feel, with a sense of "invincibility" and immense confidence.
This time though, I did not really feel any more confident, I didn't really feel that uninhibited either. In fact I feel more uninhibited on alcohol. Once I had already broken the ice with people I was able to talk easier than normal, but I didn't feel confident to start talking to strangers. I felt some similarity in that it was easier to feel rapport with people, but all of the "alpha" Superman feelings were absent.
Also instead of having a lot of energy, I was basically "stoned", and just wanted to sit down staring blankly. I didn't clench really, my eyes didn't really twitch.
After a few hours I started to become quite unwell. I felt as though my temperature was starting to get too high, although I was experiencing chills. I'd already drank quite a bit of water, so I didn't know whether to drink more to cool down, or to not drink and potentially overheat. I ended up just buying a big bottle of water and constantly pouring it all over my head. I left at this point and got a cab. I briefly thought I saw someone from the club in the passenger seat of the cab looking at me before realizing nobody was there, and felt dizzy when I got out. Eventually I was back to normal.
Is it likely that the pills I had in the past were not MDMA? Or perhaps just a higher dose of MDMA? I never overheated last time or suffered any bad effects, and experienced a sense of social invincibility. The come up was also stronger last time, more of a "rush"ing sensation, and on the comedown I saw the carpet pattern morphing. I had drank some alcohol the night I used last time.
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