No I actually really am because I made that comment before I saw where you said you had aspergers so now knowing that I better understand how you might not have realized how the tone of your post might come across to some of us especially as a first impression as I'd never conversed with you before. So I am sorry I said something hurtful to you because aspergers or being on the spectrum in general is a constant struggle and not something to be minimized or taken lightly. Not to mention forum posting is sort of like texting, it's easy to take a statement the wrong way or misjudge tone.
You have a unique perspective and a lot of interesting info to share I hope you continue to post.