Wile.E.Peyote
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This happened to me VERY recently, during my first acid trip of 130μg I hit a bong with my friends (I'm also very new to weed so 1/4 of a joint is still an intense high), I stupidly did this before the peak of my trip, as I sat there looking down on myself with 360 vision I thought something was a bit off,
'Have I always been able to do this'
After this I experienced what is the worst pain in my (fairly sheltered) life
I can only describe this pain as if two wheels were turning within my body, one in my chest and one in my stomach
Constantly the two wheels felt as if they had "snagged", a constant shooting pain right through my core
It took me a while to get used to this sensation and after a while it became normal
Then I started to notice my heartbeat
I could clearly feel it, as if I had ran up a flight of stairs
However it was the fastest I had ever felt it, the pace seemed inconsistent and random, I became paranoid that this much strain would definitely lead to a skipped beat
As I noticed this I was overcome with a harrowing guttural fear,
"all my time on the earth, everyone I've ever met, all leads up to the point where Im nothing anymore because I took some dodgy research chemical"
I stopped what I was doing and went to lie down determined to ride it out and let it do its worst,
in the fetal position, struggling for breath with my whole body having pins and needles and my left arm numb with shooting pains, I closed my eyes as the beautiful patterns and distortions were taunting me as if they were saying "was it worth it"
With my eyes closed I involuntarily pictured my mum and stepdad, my grandad, my friends, my crush at school, all reacting to the news of my death
Eventually time passed
I realised I was getting nowhere and a strange feeling was brewing where my heart, I went down stairs and asked one of my closest friends to check my heartbeat, he did and said it was a little fast (he was very high at the time, and even normally I wouldn't trust him to do well in a situation like that), then pressure built up in my chest and I held his hand there asking him if anything was wrong.
Then after the pressure relieved I was greeted with a small gap in the hell I was having, he asked what was going on
"Either my heart just exploded or I'm gonna be fine"
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The next day, my chest felt incredibly tight, I smoked a tiny bit of weed and instantly the shooting pain came back in my left arm and pins and needles in my heart. I regretted it.
The weed barely had any effect on me, which is very strange (I smoke weed very infrequently less than once every two months)
For the next few days my chest feels very tight, its noticeably wearing off and I haven't used any substances since
/////////
I have a few theories on what happened, could've been a research chemical I was sold. Possible impure LSD, I know LSA causes very pronounced vasoconstriction so maybe some unreacted contaminants (I don't know much about the process)
Another possible cause is just a panic attack, brought on by messed up biofeedback and resulting in more messed up biofeedback, this seems more probable as it explains about everything I experienced.
Has anyone experienced similar effects or has any idea what went on
All input is greatly appreciated
'Have I always been able to do this'
After this I experienced what is the worst pain in my (fairly sheltered) life
I can only describe this pain as if two wheels were turning within my body, one in my chest and one in my stomach
Constantly the two wheels felt as if they had "snagged", a constant shooting pain right through my core
It took me a while to get used to this sensation and after a while it became normal
Then I started to notice my heartbeat
I could clearly feel it, as if I had ran up a flight of stairs
However it was the fastest I had ever felt it, the pace seemed inconsistent and random, I became paranoid that this much strain would definitely lead to a skipped beat
As I noticed this I was overcome with a harrowing guttural fear,
"all my time on the earth, everyone I've ever met, all leads up to the point where Im nothing anymore because I took some dodgy research chemical"
I stopped what I was doing and went to lie down determined to ride it out and let it do its worst,
in the fetal position, struggling for breath with my whole body having pins and needles and my left arm numb with shooting pains, I closed my eyes as the beautiful patterns and distortions were taunting me as if they were saying "was it worth it"
With my eyes closed I involuntarily pictured my mum and stepdad, my grandad, my friends, my crush at school, all reacting to the news of my death
Eventually time passed
I realised I was getting nowhere and a strange feeling was brewing where my heart, I went down stairs and asked one of my closest friends to check my heartbeat, he did and said it was a little fast (he was very high at the time, and even normally I wouldn't trust him to do well in a situation like that), then pressure built up in my chest and I held his hand there asking him if anything was wrong.
Then after the pressure relieved I was greeted with a small gap in the hell I was having, he asked what was going on
"Either my heart just exploded or I'm gonna be fine"
/////////////
The next day, my chest felt incredibly tight, I smoked a tiny bit of weed and instantly the shooting pain came back in my left arm and pins and needles in my heart. I regretted it.
The weed barely had any effect on me, which is very strange (I smoke weed very infrequently less than once every two months)
For the next few days my chest feels very tight, its noticeably wearing off and I haven't used any substances since
/////////
I have a few theories on what happened, could've been a research chemical I was sold. Possible impure LSD, I know LSA causes very pronounced vasoconstriction so maybe some unreacted contaminants (I don't know much about the process)
Another possible cause is just a panic attack, brought on by messed up biofeedback and resulting in more messed up biofeedback, this seems more probable as it explains about everything I experienced.
Has anyone experienced similar effects or has any idea what went on
All input is greatly appreciated