^^ LOL Always seems to get me situations that border on self harm but keep the spirit of life so very much alive within my heart.. I sold my old car and have begun to run low the on funds so I must make something happen to bridge the gap to the Daytona gig.. probably going to take this job doing sprinkler systems but I kinda feel like a slimeball knowing that I will most likely be dipping after only giving them a weeks work, which would be training. Either that or hustle a few yards to mow and weed eat everyday to earn a little cash. I am proud because I saw a washer and dryer on the side of the road and after a few calls I was able to put together a scrap run of 2 washers, dryer, fridge and a small copper spool, my friend is letting me use his trailer for free. Going to see how much I get on Monday but it will definitely be worth it.
Things are going fairly well. Been smoking a lot of pot and drinking fair amounts but I am trying to cut both out. Bought a bit of kratom, which I sadly believe to be necessary for the next half week of adjustment. Hate to spend from my quickly depleting cash bank but I know it will motivate me to make more cash with a bit of hustle.
I just wanted to thank any and everybody that reads this rambling excuse for a recovery journal and comments back. It really means a lot to know that there are people who empathize and care.
Just found out I wasn't credited with the last phone payment I made and now my service will be cut off today. I can't find the receipt so I will have to return to the store that I bought the phone at and hope they have records. I swear sometimes the small things can eat you alive if you let them...haha but I refuse to let them
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