ErikEverhard
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Guys I suffer from manic depression, sever anxiety, BI-polar, OCD, GAD, and have been on antidepressants and benzos for the last three years. Well it has take almost three years before they found a combination that seems to work. Well while they were "testing" on me I started self medication with pain pills, and cocaine every now and that, but the majority of the past year pain pills. I went to my doctor explained the situation what led me to the pain pills addiction through myself trying to overcome the depression. Anyway I took a piss test to verify I was abusing opiates so I could get a referal, well I swear I honestly do not remember doing any cocaine in that time frame but I guess I did, because it came back positive for cocaine also.
So now he will no longer prescribe me any type of benzo. No I am scared to death because of my extreme anxiety and panic attacks that I have.
I would not say I am hooked on the xanax because I am prescribed to take 4 blues a day. Some days I go with just taking one, it just depends how bad my anxiety is.
My question is what can I do? Can I go to another doctor and let him see the medications that I am on, and have him write me a script for xanax? I start next week on suboxen to hopefully help with the pain pills, but I will still be left with the severe anxiety which frightens the living hell out of me if they take away the xanax.
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So now he will no longer prescribe me any type of benzo. No I am scared to death because of my extreme anxiety and panic attacks that I have.
I would not say I am hooked on the xanax because I am prescribed to take 4 blues a day. Some days I go with just taking one, it just depends how bad my anxiety is.
My question is what can I do? Can I go to another doctor and let him see the medications that I am on, and have him write me a script for xanax? I start next week on suboxen to hopefully help with the pain pills, but I will still be left with the severe anxiety which frightens the living hell out of me if they take away the xanax.
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