I bet there is an Arcade Fire song to describe the current situation I find myself.
But I cannot find one. I cannot believe i have to do this in a public forum but you won't pm me.
I said I was sorry, I did not really pay attention to the things you were telling me at the time.
I was a shitty friend and I was a bitch.
Now normally 2 people would talk this over, but instead you accuse me of being a stalker and in actuality I am more worried about what you might do.
Aren't you capable of just forgiving someone? Have you ever done it?
I was only trying to see if the things your were saying were legit when I talked to you as Terry.
I was paranoid that I was one of your jokes and I had to see.
Now we have to let this go, it will only get uglier.
Let's use logic.
This is my last attempt and I have made many.
You don't have to be my friend but you can just drive on.
I even found a song-close as it gets anyway. I needed more of a friendship song but this will have to do.
[video=youtube_share;c3nScN89Klo]http://youtu.be/c3nScN89Klo[/video]