I used to be heroin addict and at that time, I thought nothing can compare to heroin. Turns out I was just wasting my money on what now see as one of the stupidest drug experiences. Heroin costed me 300 to 700 dollars a week, whereas kratom costs me 30. when I do heroin, my mind becomes dull and i dont really want to do anything but lay around. It also makes me just want more heroin, so I usually shoot up every hour or so until I have no more heroin and then I experience the most hellish withdrawal syndrome. I also need like 14 hours of sleep per day when I do heroin and the pain killing effects seem to dissapear with tolerance so i dont even find it all that helpful with my chronic pain issues.
Now kratom on the other hand, leaves my mind clear and I dont feel the need to constantly increase my dose or redose it. Its so much better. I can live a fairly normal life on kratom, whereas with heroin all i thought/cared about was heroin and i stopped caring about even my closest friends and hobbies. Heroin was even more important to me than my girlfriend at the time and i used to go out to score heroin all the time instead of spending my evenings with her.
these days every now and then i get some hydromorphone and when I do it, i always think it will be great and then i always wish i had just dosed kratom like normal instead. for instance i had a lot i wanted to do today but instead i just spent the day sleeping off my morning hydromorphone shot and i feel like crap right and i wasted another whole day of my life due to drugs.
Now kratom on the other hand, leaves my mind clear and I dont feel the need to constantly increase my dose or redose it. Its so much better. I can live a fairly normal life on kratom, whereas with heroin all i thought/cared about was heroin and i stopped caring about even my closest friends and hobbies. Heroin was even more important to me than my girlfriend at the time and i used to go out to score heroin all the time instead of spending my evenings with her.
these days every now and then i get some hydromorphone and when I do it, i always think it will be great and then i always wish i had just dosed kratom like normal instead. for instance i had a lot i wanted to do today but instead i just spent the day sleeping off my morning hydromorphone shot and i feel like crap right and i wasted another whole day of my life due to drugs.