Regulat0r10
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- Feb 3, 2008
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So I got carried away with diazepam and clonazepam (taken together) with 60mg methadone for about a month (MMT for 2 years)
I’d like to slowly taper from my Benzos.
I work 12 hours a day 5-6 shifts a week. So it would def be a slow taper. Do U guys reccomend I taper off one at a time or both at the same time?
on average 4mg clonazepam and 20-30mg valuim
I’m also prescribed adderall but I’ve been on tbar for a long time and don’t tend to take it often unless I get too sedated but noticed it causes my methadone dose to not hold as much as it should but lasts longer when I don’t take adderall. Also the UA’s have dropped my methadone metabolites and they are questioning my 27 take homes. One came positive for fent (which is bullshir because everything I have taken is real us pharma) I don’t mess with H or any other opiates. So I need to remove these meds out of my system which would probly take a month.
that said I have prepared a large stash for this moment. I have a unlimited supply of:
800mg gabapentin IR tablets
Clonidine
Hydroxyzine
Baclofen 10mg
etizolam
Bromazolam 5mg
ClonazOLAM (I have used once and rarely take unless I absolutely cannot sleeep and it would be maximum 1.2mg
Xanax
500mg prosoma
All pharma aside from the RC’s for they have been stashed for this very moment. I wasn’t completely sure weather the RC’s may be better to taper with or the Xanax. Obviously I’d neeed a benzo that is short acting so it’s out of my system by the next couple months for I’m running low on clean urine.
I’m aware of what my consequences were and am ready to face it. It was 100% worth it for me because I landed the best job I ever had and I legitimately have agoraphobia and panic attacks sometimes 2-3 a day. My clinic is totally fine with me being on Benzos if I can get a prescription. Now that I’m leaving Kaiser and have blue anthem PPO thru my company, I’ll simply provide them with the past 10 years of my rx medical record and my previous doc can write me a referral. I just don’t have the time due to work and the Ot opportunity.
i know I’m going to be fairly uncomfortable for a while. I have plenty of sick time but I’ve only worked for this company for 4 months.
should I switch to the Ashton manual and continue my current MMt dose?
only problem is it causes me to be too get sedated and I’d need to take some adderall to offside the effects.
I’m completely aware of the dangers but I’d really appreciate some advice minus the lectures. Thanks in advanced BL!
much love,
reg
I’d like to slowly taper from my Benzos.
I work 12 hours a day 5-6 shifts a week. So it would def be a slow taper. Do U guys reccomend I taper off one at a time or both at the same time?
on average 4mg clonazepam and 20-30mg valuim
I’m also prescribed adderall but I’ve been on tbar for a long time and don’t tend to take it often unless I get too sedated but noticed it causes my methadone dose to not hold as much as it should but lasts longer when I don’t take adderall. Also the UA’s have dropped my methadone metabolites and they are questioning my 27 take homes. One came positive for fent (which is bullshir because everything I have taken is real us pharma) I don’t mess with H or any other opiates. So I need to remove these meds out of my system which would probly take a month.
that said I have prepared a large stash for this moment. I have a unlimited supply of:
800mg gabapentin IR tablets
Clonidine
Hydroxyzine
Baclofen 10mg
etizolam
Bromazolam 5mg
ClonazOLAM (I have used once and rarely take unless I absolutely cannot sleeep and it would be maximum 1.2mg
Xanax
500mg prosoma
All pharma aside from the RC’s for they have been stashed for this very moment. I wasn’t completely sure weather the RC’s may be better to taper with or the Xanax. Obviously I’d neeed a benzo that is short acting so it’s out of my system by the next couple months for I’m running low on clean urine.
I’m aware of what my consequences were and am ready to face it. It was 100% worth it for me because I landed the best job I ever had and I legitimately have agoraphobia and panic attacks sometimes 2-3 a day. My clinic is totally fine with me being on Benzos if I can get a prescription. Now that I’m leaving Kaiser and have blue anthem PPO thru my company, I’ll simply provide them with the past 10 years of my rx medical record and my previous doc can write me a referral. I just don’t have the time due to work and the Ot opportunity.
i know I’m going to be fairly uncomfortable for a while. I have plenty of sick time but I’ve only worked for this company for 4 months.
should I switch to the Ashton manual and continue my current MMt dose?
only problem is it causes me to be too get sedated and I’d need to take some adderall to offside the effects.
I’m completely aware of the dangers but I’d really appreciate some advice minus the lectures. Thanks in advanced BL!
much love,
reg