I've been taking Molly for about a year now once a month or so. Last night I took 1.5 caps which is what I usually start with on a night I want to go all out, and then another one 2-3 hours later.
About an hour after taking the pills I started to feel wow, this is some awesome shit I'm having a blast. Then it began to be a little too intense for a few minutes. I recognized I was overheating as it has happened to me once before but I didn't know it the first time because I don't get sweaty or even feel hot. Anyway, cooled myself off and for the next hour felt very "zen". Then I peaked for about an hour. I remember feeling god this shit is amazing, nothing speedy at all, but when I look back at that hour I don't remember a ton. For the rest of the night I continued to experience a very strong roll for about 5 hours and definitely didn't need to redose like normal. I've felt the ups and downs of a roll before but not quite like this. The entire night I felt good and happy but in the end I don't really feel satisfied. I wonder if it's because I just had a really good batch and only needed 1 or if MDMA isn't really my thing. I felt so much more satisfied after going to a concert last week on some booze and Addy. Even though last night I felt like wow this is what rolling really feels like. I've never felt that empathetic and had such strong ups and downs. Honestly I'm kinda bummed about last night. I had a great time but just feel like it wasn't all it could've been. Does anybody else not really love "rolling balls"? Because that's all I hear people talking about! Actually I feel like maybe I would've enjoyed myself more if I had someone I was in a relationship with. I really wanted to feel close to someone besides all those awesome ravers that I'd meet for 5 minutes then gone. For my next big event I plan on taking addy/weed/booze but I'm so tempted to try a smaller dose of the same Molly. Is it possible I just wasn't used to taking the "real shit" and had too much? Maybe a better time on less? My friend who rolls multiple times a week took it last night too and said he was extremely emotional and had to leave the club, probably the strongest molly he's ever had. Let's just say I was happy I was at a rave lol.
About an hour after taking the pills I started to feel wow, this is some awesome shit I'm having a blast. Then it began to be a little too intense for a few minutes. I recognized I was overheating as it has happened to me once before but I didn't know it the first time because I don't get sweaty or even feel hot. Anyway, cooled myself off and for the next hour felt very "zen". Then I peaked for about an hour. I remember feeling god this shit is amazing, nothing speedy at all, but when I look back at that hour I don't remember a ton. For the rest of the night I continued to experience a very strong roll for about 5 hours and definitely didn't need to redose like normal. I've felt the ups and downs of a roll before but not quite like this. The entire night I felt good and happy but in the end I don't really feel satisfied. I wonder if it's because I just had a really good batch and only needed 1 or if MDMA isn't really my thing. I felt so much more satisfied after going to a concert last week on some booze and Addy. Even though last night I felt like wow this is what rolling really feels like. I've never felt that empathetic and had such strong ups and downs. Honestly I'm kinda bummed about last night. I had a great time but just feel like it wasn't all it could've been. Does anybody else not really love "rolling balls"? Because that's all I hear people talking about! Actually I feel like maybe I would've enjoyed myself more if I had someone I was in a relationship with. I really wanted to feel close to someone besides all those awesome ravers that I'd meet for 5 minutes then gone. For my next big event I plan on taking addy/weed/booze but I'm so tempted to try a smaller dose of the same Molly. Is it possible I just wasn't used to taking the "real shit" and had too much? Maybe a better time on less? My friend who rolls multiple times a week took it last night too and said he was extremely emotional and had to leave the club, probably the strongest molly he's ever had. Let's just say I was happy I was at a rave lol.