Wow I didnt realize people got on to the stuff so young, someone even said 12, shit I was only just starting to smoke weed then, but I guess phrmies are a lot more popular in america, im aussie. I started using oxy 10's when I was like 16-17, then tolerance got bigger and bigger until I could do 300mg easily. this is all illicitly though. I get them off someone who gets them for pain but is too macho to use painkillers, they somehow deal with their pain. I hate being addicted to the stuff though, its not fun at all, especially when i get into the habit of IV'ing them but that only happens once every few months until I realize how stupid what im doing is then I go back to sniffing. Also OG, im 18 for the record, ill be 19 in a month. Im seriously considering getting on bupe but I need to find a doctor who has the authority to prescribe them. Ive asked a few regular docs and theyve said they cant give out bupe. Im not interested in methadone because I know people whove been one that stuff for like 10-20 years nd dont plan on getting off it any time soon. I know alot of people who get on bue and are off it in 6 months to a year and I only want to be on it for about 6 motnhs to a year or really as short amount of time as possible. Im sick of oxy and it takes so much for me to get high these days and its costing a lot more. My dealer use to be trust worthy but now hes a dick and loves to make the prices higher whenever he chooses making things hard for me,now it costs between $50-75 to get high and I dont have that kind of money, atm im in about $600 debt which is bullshit.
I feel for you guys, when you a teenager its the time when we should be having fun, not repressing our emotions with painkillers. I wish I nver touched to stuff and I always used to say I dont want to have regrets in my life but now I have 2 regrets, starting with the opiates and starting injecting.
I hope you guys all oneday relize what your doing to youselves(unless of course your taking them for pain, then I can understand why your doing them) Sometimes it takes people years t realize that its totally not worth the trouble of being on this crap, im just glad I realized pretty quickly.
None of my friends do oxy(exept like 3 and theyre not in my group), though a few are into benzos. Most of them are just into weed, alcohol and pills, some do coke and a few dont mind taking acid with me on occasion but im looking to get on some bupe ASAP. I hate the way my life is going atm. I OD'd on oxy/xanax/seroquel about a week and a half ago, the stres it puts on my mum is devastating to her and it makes me feel like shit. MY sister just thinks of me as a junky and doesnt have any problem telling me almost every day what she thinks of me i.e"you junky fuck, why dont you go od again and kill yourself" are some of the things she says to me. its not the life I ant to live. I just got out of rehab and I did so well in there and ive already fucked up again.
I feel for all you guys and I hope that you can either live your life on oxy without having some of the problems I and most addicts face like OD, bad health, shitty WD's and descrimination and judging from the general public and so called friends.
Good luck to all of you. Hope things work out
