Pghlady6972
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Dec 13, 2017
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Good afternoon. 2 years ago I was diagnosed with 3 herniated discs, spinal stenosis and arthritis in my SI joints. I also have 2 rods plus cables and screws through my thoracic spine. I was prescribed 5mg vicodin for the past 2 years. I was running out of those fairly quickly recently (september) and my neighbor gave me a bag of heroin. It has been a progressive 6-8 bag a day plugged habit. I've drained my bank accounts and racked up debt. I am getting married to an amazing man in August and I need to kick this now. We have an 11 year old son and he needs his mom back. I have been able to keep my job and the respect of my family and friends because I've been able to hide it very well. I have 7 bags of mid quality heroin left, 60 7.5mg vicodin, 80 5mg vicodin, plenty of gabapentin, and a few clonidine. I also should get 90 more 5mg vicodin tmrw if my drug test was good last month (I have to call the pharmacy and see if my script is there). I have read about CWE, I know that I'll have to do cwe with the vicodin because of the apap. What would be your best advice as to how to utilize what I have left to minimize the withdrawl symptoms. I must continue working. I must keep this a secret from my family and fiance. After I get over this hurdle I would like to go to counseling and or NA meetings for support. (My fiance wouldn't suspect anything as I was in NA when we met). I almost forgot, I also have a small amount of kratom high quality extract. Thank you so much for reading this, I will appreciate any and all advice. I hope you're having a good day! Also, I wasn't sure where this should go after reading the many forums, please move where it should be, thank you!