tripdeeper
Greenlighter
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- Jan 26, 2016
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Hey, I am now senior at prestigious university who has solved every issue with drug since the first year.
It just started weed everyday, and now I am smoking meth everyday to keep me going to focus in class.
When I try to get off meth, I get so depressed and use coke to reduce that effect.
Yet, after few days I see myself again using meth again to be just satisfied being lonely.
Past three years, I have not meet one true friend. And grades have been flunked as well.
This is my last year and I want to finish it strong and clean.
But I still see myself with pipe on the hand, thinking that I will stop tomorrow.
I really want to do get better and get my life back. At least not being so lonely.
I know it all depends on me, who can actually stop using, but now i am at a stage where I don't believe in it so much.
So I am asking for an advice here.
Please give me some advice what I should do to turn this situation out.
Thank you.
Best,
It just started weed everyday, and now I am smoking meth everyday to keep me going to focus in class.
When I try to get off meth, I get so depressed and use coke to reduce that effect.
Yet, after few days I see myself again using meth again to be just satisfied being lonely.
Past three years, I have not meet one true friend. And grades have been flunked as well.
This is my last year and I want to finish it strong and clean.
But I still see myself with pipe on the hand, thinking that I will stop tomorrow.
I really want to do get better and get my life back. At least not being so lonely.
I know it all depends on me, who can actually stop using, but now i am at a stage where I don't believe in it so much.
So I am asking for an advice here.
Please give me some advice what I should do to turn this situation out.
Thank you.
Best,