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Greenlighter
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- Dec 10, 2015
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I'm detoxing kratom at the moment, which shouldn't be a big deal, but the anxiety is more intense than expected. I'm taking an herbal blend which is helping, I dropped about 20ug of LSD earlier and smoked a sub breakthrough dose of DMT which helped in the long run as well. I jumped off 20mg daily methadone over 30 days ago and started kratom. I quit smoking pot at the same time and as a grower in a legal state my supply is practically unlimited, which is why it had become a problem. This morning I woke up and tossed the remainder of a third of a kilo of kratom out in a fit of self disgust, I'm just ready to be done with it all, again. I've been on and off this roller coaster since 1996. Any advice on how to deal with this anxiety? It is crippling and I am a little embarrassed to admit it because I have definitely been through harder withdraw scenarios, but fuck me, I kind of expected to cheat the worst of it with the kratom, but this is pretty brutal.