chasingabee
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- Dec 31, 2012
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Hi. A week ago, I took magic mushrooms and had a really bad trip. Long story short, I had severe paranoia that was so bad I wanted to kill myself and I ended up calling an ambulance and going to hospital. Being alive for any moment was totally unbearable. I was begging them to give me a tranquiliser, but they didn't help.
Ever since, I still have this terrible feeling of fear and paranoia like something terrible is going to happen. I'm worried it will never go away and I have screwed my mental health. My girlfriend is away for the week and I'm so scared being all alone. I keep thinking back to what happened and getting these intense feelings of fear.
Does anyone have any advice for me? I am feeling so terrible now
Ever since, I still have this terrible feeling of fear and paranoia like something terrible is going to happen. I'm worried it will never go away and I have screwed my mental health. My girlfriend is away for the week and I'm so scared being all alone. I keep thinking back to what happened and getting these intense feelings of fear.
Does anyone have any advice for me? I am feeling so terrible now