BeautifulDisaster1988
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Apr 22, 2019
- Messages
- 8
So I have been muscling for almost 2 years this relapse. I inherited the smallest weakest veins ever so IV was a short term venture until I had to reluctantly turn to intramuscular injecting to stay well. I got clean for 5 years and nothing came back very strong so I quickly blew through those veins at the beginning of my relapse. I am careful to use new clean gear to avoid abscesses (as much as possible) but that's not always the only factor so here I sit on antibiotics and too scared to muscle until everything has cleared up. I don't want to accidentally push infection deeper or bring it to surface to absorb in healed muscles to get in bloodstream.(I always heal on top way before the deeper where it originated so looks can be deceiving). Ok so here's my issue I cant seem to get well completely doing other ways so I must be doing it with wrong amounts or need to use more/or less water in solution. I would use 1 gram of tar a day in 4 qt gram shots IM. I have tried smoking I get NOTHING and I find it a HUGE WASTE so I moved onto "booty bumping" and I don't get even halfway as well with twice as much.....what am I doing wrong? Or open to another way? I just am tired of feeling like shit and can't afford to spend more than I already do.