Hey all, I guess I just needed to vent and get ppl opinions, I have been using a point of heroin a day shared with someone else so I guess it would be 0.05g. I don't get the full feeling bcos I'm on a patch named Norman which is a slow release of 5micrograms an hour over 7 days. I don't know why I can't just stay away from going to use, I guess its the boredom but once I have used I feel regret and say I won't repeat this again. But it does and this has been going on for almost 6mths.
So tomo I'm going to try and stay home, I wasted so much time on this drug and I hope I'm strong enough to not cave in to the cravings. I have 2mgs of subs which I cut into small bits to take the edge of and also I got some ice for the restless legs and valiums which idk if they really help much. I just wonder how many days will it take to get it done and also I have asked ppl what days they reckon are the worst, some say its the first day without and some say the second is the worst.
I last used today at 11.54am and only had 0.05 which I shared, I didn't want to share a full 0.10g and I guess I'm waiting for the wd to begin.
I don't know if it's a big habit but regardless I'm expecting to be a tough. Hopefully I will be feeding better after the weekend.
And I just want to width anyone going through getting clean all the best. I'm happy to talk to anyone who feels like they need some to vent to. Also happy to receive any advice for myself
So tomo I'm going to try and stay home, I wasted so much time on this drug and I hope I'm strong enough to not cave in to the cravings. I have 2mgs of subs which I cut into small bits to take the edge of and also I got some ice for the restless legs and valiums which idk if they really help much. I just wonder how many days will it take to get it done and also I have asked ppl what days they reckon are the worst, some say its the first day without and some say the second is the worst.
I last used today at 11.54am and only had 0.05 which I shared, I didn't want to share a full 0.10g and I guess I'm waiting for the wd to begin.
I don't know if it's a big habit but regardless I'm expecting to be a tough. Hopefully I will be feeding better after the weekend.
And I just want to width anyone going through getting clean all the best. I'm happy to talk to anyone who feels like they need some to vent to. Also happy to receive any advice for myself