Damn bro see that’s sooo much that’s the Vicodin with ibuprofen instead of acetaminophen? If so how much ibuprofen was that?? And yes when I first was prescribed it I would take like 4-8 bars a day on accident forgetting I took em and loosing them and all kinds of dumb shit I’m over being a fucking xambie but if I go into wds I’m just going to take as prescribed and continue on with life I’m done taking massive doses of this drug it’s just pointless but it’s the only thing that stops my panic attacks but I haven’t been having that many just what’s absolutely normal for me. And I do not abuse Xanax and haven’t for a little over a year I was taking it as prescribed just am tired of it and over this feeling of stuff controlling my life my goal is to be off heroin and Xanax And be free again
I certainly hope it works out well for you -- whether we call it the 30 kilo rhesus macaque on the back or the infernal metabolic hourglass over our heads, it can be frustrating, to say the least, to try to make a change and two hourglasses over ones head probably makes it four times harder.
So how long were you on benzodiazepines total in this run of them? If it was a relatively short time, the very worst case scenario would be a taper two to ten times as long, and I think the benzodiazepine antagonists they are inventing can maybe shorten that a lot one way or another.
But since you have the panic attacks, it sounds like a much lower daily regimen of Xanax is a very useful thing, and an invention I would like to see is a microprocessor controlled osmotic engine (two titanium tubes arranged into a piston with a hole on one end and a semi-permeable membrane on the other like they are working on for the 90-day implantable hydromorphone/hydromorphinol/oxymorphone engine that works a little like Norplant) which delivers a little bit of a potent benzodiazepine at a time, and the computer logic could monitor blood pressure, body temperature, cortisol levels and other parameters to anticipate a panic attack so it can give the patient extra medication, and it could send all the data to a smart phone or computer so that the patient and doctor have detailed information on the progress of treatment. Salinity differentials across the area in which the engine is installed is what mainly runs the piston; I assume it could be electrically actuated when needed as well.
I'm just glad the medicines I ate when I was blacked out on diazepam and hyoscine and four days with no sleep wasn't the paracetamol stuff -- that could have had me two metres in the ground within the week . . . 11 200 mg of ibuprofen and 420 mg of hydrocodone it was, but at one point I apparently projectile vomited more than eight metres across off a balcony so it may not have been in there all the time. I had activated charcoal and water for my meals for the next two days after drinking a bunch of water and vomiting then took a whole bottle of endoscopy prep liquid and made sure everything was cleaned out and was very careful not to cut myself and bleed all over the palace.
Next appointment they switched me to IM Dilaudid, extended-release morphine, tetrazepam and then carisoprodol and injectable dantrolene as well as the orphenadrine which is a general purpose drug for me and I also had my neighbours bring back some nefopam when they came back from Paris later that week . . . after that and it has worked well, and when I need an Nsaid I will take naproxen with the stomach protectant misoprostol, piroxicam along with misoprostol, or a big shot of ketorolac (Toradol) right in the arse cheek. I like naproxen best because it actually gives me a touch of extra euphoria, which ibuprofen and ketoprofen do too to a lesser extent. Naproxen, paracetamol, and diphenhydramine was my favourite sleeping combination for a while and I am glad that I can feel it again, sometimes with a carisoprodol or meprobamate tablet cut in half 90 minutes before. I wish naproxen came in ampoules like Toradol, so I could get a 10 cc syringe and mix up my dinner of tripelennamine, naproxen, orphenadrine HCl, morphine or Scophedal, and dantrolene. Misoprostol does effect the prostaglandin system the same way that injuries, arthritis, and swallowing cum do, so I take it first so the Nsaids get a crack at it.
So for our jizz-loving comrades and comradettes -- take some ibuprofen or naproxen before you suck cock and you won't get that sick achy feeling afterwards. I cannot tell if I have had it set in after a protracted pussy-eating session, but I am usually flying on stimulants and Dilaudid or nicomorphine plus orphenadrine and naproxen and a pre-load with a whole opium product when I do it. My amazing experiences with narcotic enemas and suppositories also lead me to believe that such a practise as Rough Riding could put some extra prostaglandin into one's system as well, and the vagina is also used to take drugs ("Shelving" smack and Bolivian Marching Powder, and witches' flying ointments for two)
But if you tell my stomach
My achy-breaky stomach
It might blow up
And spray us all
-- Peppa Pig, 17. November 2018
Xanax during the day and nitrazepam at night if you can get it where you are at the recommended doses seems to be a good protocol for panic attacks and I have seen it continued indefinitely. I think especially in the United States, psychologists seem to discount the physiological basis of panic attacks more than they should. I had an uncle who cannot take Sudafed because it precipitates panic attacks and destabilises his angina pectoris -- he was really in a pickle when the USA banned phenylpropanolamine about 15 years ago but luckily he gets a lot of relief from his allergies and colds with one of those pots one uses to wash out their sinuses with saline and some chlorphenamine and orphenadrine twice a day. The one thing I think is really funny about the ephedrine and pseudoephedrine restrictions in the states is that I believe there are other more rare OTC nasal and eye decongestants which can not be made easily into meth or ecstasy but one of them can be used as a precursor to make some kind of 4-methylaminorex analogue . . .