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Stimulants After the Meth binge?

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justme0

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ok so I've been clean for 2 years. had a single other relapse a tear ago. Bought a teener...and threw half of it away. I dont throw drugs away. but that one was definitely not what we were wanting. so anyways recently I left my last job and decided to go on a binge before locating a new job. which isn't hard considering im no professional...

well I went on a binge for a bit over 2 weeks and did around 7g....way too much I know. IV all of it. I was definitely expecting to be sluggish and depressed but what I've been feeling is worse than that. those I can push through as I feel that every damn day. Im T1 diabetic so I never went more than 12 hours without eating. this is my 6th day sober and I feel vertigo. oh yeah probably doesn't help I poped a bunch of those bluechew viagra during this and wanked it to hell and back cause my chick wouldn't play much lol

for the last few days I've just been laying down. eating too much junk like peanut butter and my usual fruit. sausage and eggs with a muffin for breakfast. I still feel badly nutritioned....and my head space...
My only other drug choice is good ole MJ. I smoke good sativa. it has and will remain with me until the end. I haven't been smoking much of that or cigarettes in this last week....

a lesson has been learned yet again though...
I'm far from invincible
this head space needs to go though as I'm broke and already landed a new job that I'm not comfortable starting like this
 
That's gotta suck. Starting a new job is hard enough without feeling like crap. I guess you know from past experience that it is only temporary. Each day does get better.

Even a 2 week binge is so hard on the body. From what I gather all one can do is eat good food, get plenty of rest, exercise lightly and take extra vitamins. All you can do is get back to your baseline homeostasis and with meth ( or any drug ) it does take awhile. Yeah, none of us are invincible and the lessons we learn are supposed to stay with us but they rarely do. We always feel like now we can handle it and control it. Yeah, right. I never did.....until I did. Took me my whole adult life to knock some sense into my head.

Hope you feel better soon and good luck with your new job. If you aren't opposed to it a few grams of kratom might help. It could help put you in a different head space. Welcome to Bluelight.
 
Nurse Ratched said:
That's gotta suck. Starting a new job is hard enough without feeling like crap. I guess you know from past experience that it is only temporary. Each day does get better.

Even a 2 week binge is so hard on the body. From what I gather all one can do is eat good food, get plenty of rest, exercise lightly and take extra vitamins. All you can do is get back to your baseline homeostasis and with meth ( or any drug ) it does take awhile. Yeah, none of us are invincible and the lessons we learn are supposed to stay with us but they rarely do. We always feel like now we can handle it and control it. Yeah, right. I never did.....until I did. Took me my whole adult life to knock some sense into my head.

Hope you feel better soon and good luck with your new job. If you aren't opposed to it a few grams of kratom might help. It could help put you in a different head space. Welcome to Bluelight.
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I feel stupid asking but does anyone else get ridiculously sexually around on it?
 
BeeRadLee said:
I feel stupid asking but does anyone else get ridiculously sexually around on it?
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Yes it's a regular thing lol

I remember seeing a thread on here titled "I'm straight so why do I want to suck dick"....

Dude was probably on meth

Wonder if he did wind up with cock in his mouth
 
lol I’m strait but I can’t wait to get my pants off cuz I’m going to explode
 
nomorebenzos said:
Yes it's a regular thing lol

I remember seeing a thread on here titled "I'm straight so why do I want to suck dick"....

Dude was probably on meth

Wonder if he did wind up with cock in his mouth
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I’m new here so any threads on that will be great
 
BeeRadLee said:
I’mhigh I don’t think I can stop cumm
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Nurse Ratched said:
That's gotta suck. Starting a new job is hard enough without feeling like crap. I guess you know from past experience that it is only temporary. Each day does get better.

Even a 2 week binge is so hard on the body. From what I gather all one can do is eat good food, get plenty of rest, exercise lightly and take extra vitamins. All you can do is get back to your baseline homeostasis and with meth ( or any drug ) it does take awhile. Yeah, none of us are invincible and the lessons we learn are supposed to stay with us but they rarely do. We always feel like now we can handle it and control it. Yeah, right. I never did.....until I did. Took me my whole adult life to knock some sense into my head.

Hope you feel better soon and good luck with your new job. If you aren't opposed to it a few grams of kratom might help. It could help put you in a different head space. Welcome to Bluelight.
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Hi I’m just checking in to this. I’m sorry if I offend you
 
justme0 said:
ok so I've been clean for 2 years. had a single other relapse a tear ago. Bought a teener...and threw half of it away. I dont throw drugs away. but that one was definitely not what we were wanting. so anyways recently I left my last job and decided to go on a binge before locating a new job. which isn't hard considering im no professional...

well I went on a binge for a bit over 2 weeks and did around 7g....way too much I know. IV all of it. I was definitely expecting to be sluggish and depressed but what I've been feeling is worse than that. those I can push through as I feel that every damn day. Im T1 diabetic so I never went more than 12 hours without eating. this is my 6th day sober and I feel vertigo. oh yeah probably doesn't help I poped a bunch of those bluechew viagra during this and wanked it to hell and back cause my chick wouldn't play much lol

for the last few days I've just been laying down. eating too much junk like peanut butter and my usual fruit. sausage and eggs with a muffin for breakfast. I still feel badly nutritioned....and my head space...
My only other drug choice is good ole MJ. I smoke good sativa. it has and will remain with me until the end. I haven't been smoking much of that or cigarettes in this last week....

a lesson has been learned yet again though...
I'm far from invincible
this head space needs to go though as I'm broke and already landed a new job that I'm not comfortable starting like this
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I was sober for a few months. I’m high now and my phone is a porn movie but I’m alone. lol I’m feeling like a freaking idiot cummin all over the place
 
nomorebenzos said:
Yes it's a regular thing lol

I remember seeing a thread on here titled "I'm straight so why do I want to suck dick"....

Dude was probably on meth

Wonder if he did wind up with cock in his mouth
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Any chance you now any other threads like that
 
lmao does anyone get sexual? I want to more than I seem to get to. but I want my cock played with and to do stuff in return lol. I have no desire to swallow a cock. if you need on though....might be able to help you out

found myself suddenly feeling better after I forced myself to go to my new job feeling like shit stimed up on preworkout. that need to replenish my cash did it lol
 
justme0 said:
lmao does anyone get sexual? I want to more than I seem to get to. but I want my cock played with and to do stuff in return lol. I have no desire to swallow a cock. if you need on though....might be able to help you out
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How I just came looking at Kelly kapowski and I’m still hatd
 
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