I reached a point of ultimate euphoria, still on my first g coke and i have two g, and of the several Gs heroin i only did some bumps, i now feel euphoria in Both my mind as my body, i feel like I'm in a state of full orgasm that due to the coke makes me feel like I'm going to explode with euphoria,.but due to the heroin this feeling of exploding feels very calm, relaxed and sedated, i feel no anxiety OR paranoia OR jitteryness OR whatever and i dont feel a great need to redose the coke, im really having a perfect drug experience, the coke is after all around 70% which for these days could be considered fire,.and i dont know what fire would be for heroin but since its around 60% im considering IT top quality, and this is reflected in the quality of the high, i wish i could feel like this all the time (not really, that would get boring,.but you know what i mean), im back in An opiate/opioid love period since i did this heroin,.ordered already unwashed blue afghan papaver somniferum seeds - which is said to have a high alkaloid content - and i ordered some hydrocodon which was real cheap, less than what i pay for 2g weed including shipping costs for 30 pills, they were having a sale on this (over here there are some shops that sell very openly all meds you could wish for), i Also AM looking for nr 4 heroin but no luck yet finding a source as most is probably fent and i want heroin as fent lacked euphoria to me severely...
I also AM looking for a source that could deliver me real coke, im talking over 80%, im still searching... But i need the best coke as i want to do some more coke in the near future as i Am going to keep doing opiates/opioids for a while and i truly love the combo opiates/coke...
Can Anyone suggest other opiates/opioids that i definitely should try out? I also AM interested in opioid rc's but that's a little harder to get my hands on, rc's are mostly legal over here and we have several RC shops selling all stim and psychedelic RC s, but the opioid rc's got pretty fast banned...
Also Kratom i want to do again for sure...
I also ordered a PVP, have never tried IT before and as i was searching what the local shops had to offer i got interested in IT ...
I AM going to buy a crack pipe in the head shop tomorrow to smoke some of the heroin... I dont want to waste a lot again by using a Meth pipe again for this, which actually worked fine for me tbh... But i guess i would go tru my stash a lot faster...
Heroin also seems,.besides that IT makes me nod severely,.to also give me some drive, i think IT Just makes me feel so good that this by itself and on its own is giving me a sense of motivation...
I also feel like my suffering to ocd is much better atm,.im not at all as compulsive and obsessive about things as usually, also my brain usually doesn't filter information which makes me expierence a constant overload of information specially on stims,.atm i dont.really suffer this overload...
Heroin really has a therapeutic effect on me,.IT makes me keep control over myself while highly stimmed, i really cant express in words how good i.actually feel rn, and compared to my past i only did very small doses but lately i feel like less is more to quite An extent; i really AM not aware of even one negative side effect, this experience is definitely triggering the start of a new intense drug period, its Just do good atm that this drives me to fully explore this more and more from now on, but im going to avoid, like overall i was able to.in the past, to try to watch.out for OPI.addiction and i want to.make sure that if i suffer.wd at.some point its only going to be very mild WD and avoid Any severe wd...
Life can be really good now and then...
